Yeah. History repeats.
I hate that bloody hell.
I never want that.
And I'll be living my life, repeating the past.
That sucks. I want that remote control just to freakin' hit rewind.
To save everyone from the freakin' misery.

Kay I dont give a damn if no one understands that.
I just dont give a damn.

Life's just the sameee old dull routine.
Raar. There's no point living sometimes.
There's no freakin' point going school - except for people,
there's no freakin' point of sleeping, waking up and idk.
Basically, I'm doing this for ones I love.
Gaaaaaaaaah wtfzx. I never. NEVER want to see my love ones fall.
But when they stubbornly choose to and just wna keep falling&tripping&stumbling& just wtf fall, I've got no freakin' choice. Cause it's not my choice.

Sucks huh. But if you dont understand, I wont care if you dont want to care in the first place.
Damn shit. Life's so much more than that.
That's why I always believe in smiling and making yourself full - & not freakin' empty inside.
Bah. I'm only left with patience. That will never run out.
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BAAAAAH. Poh scared me off my feet.
Oh great. Saturday I dont want to go rehearsal actually.
It's pretty dumb fussing over smth I alwz slack in.
Wellssss, I missssssss lots lots of things.
OH YES. Rinahhh's back. Shitx I miss her like hell siolz.
Ponning sch and currently in Orchaaaard. =.=
And& cramps are such a torture.
Kay chao bbye.