This is for my sweetheart.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry I aint being myself lately
Sucks really, have been trying to laugh right
Trying to pull through this start of the year
The first month of the year

I dont know what it's inside my head
But sure, there's always you
And that's why I never mind staying awake even though you asked me to sleep and rest
Cause basically the main reason is you
As I anticipate your presence, I want to be there never missing a moment

And whenever you tried flirting me, or so we call that
I would always avoid
I'm sorry, I'm terribly sorry for that
I'm just so busy and I've got nothing to perk me up for that
But that dosent mean I dont love you

And with the character I have, the one you hate
I've got no choice, I have to be who I am
Wherever I am, I cant change that easily
And I never want you to change, just improve

And this character of mine, I dont know
I never show how I love how I care
Even my mum says so
Cause she knows me and ask me straight to the face
That's why you feel that way
The fact I never show how I love you makes you feel insecure

Say, whatever you want, I wont blame you
Cause I cant hate you, that's one thing I realise after so long being friends and with you
I have seen so many sides of you, and I can accept those
That's why I'm still here, typing all these

I'm sorry sweetheart, for being such a bad bad girlfriend