oh hi tday's a bad day. thanks nick i know you dwant to see me suffer and thanks for being there. thanks aisyah for being there always man. idk wht to say im just so gahh. it's crazy when things turn the way you dwant it to be. but you've got to be strong for others though it's your feelings that ends up suffering the hell. i'm just ahh idk wht else to say im so blank. nick's txting trying to bring me up thanks bloody hell. poh's cheering me up, without me realising on msn. i'm so gah. this is crazy. aisyah's giving me until tmr to be myself back. yeah right. i cant even think straight. bye and i love you.