HAPPY 14 BIRTHDAY TO ME.

Yeah, this post is kinda late. I'm fourteen. Yeah.
And I dont know how long I would live. YESAA. May all my wishes come true.
I dont want to talk about my bday. Rawr. But it was okay.

25 of December yeah Christmas. Just sucks. Went to hospital and cried.
Yeah the whole day was just emo and cry. Yeah, I knew I lost Huiyin when I saw her in ICU.
It was a completely different person. I knew there was no hope though I tried to convince myself, to believe in miracles. But when my mum told me, she'll suffer if she woke up cause there's alr two operation done with her and her left brain is alr affected badly. So yeah, I knew my mum knew there was really no hope.



Camwhoring right after waking up is kinda cool. Went to Malacca on the 26. Feeling shittish.
Really, duhh. It was like a struggle within myself. The fact that I have to accept the fact I lost a friend. And I was missing someone like shitts. It was super painful. I've got no idea how I'm still alive. Really. I felt so restless empty and bla.

I really lost Huiyin on the 27. Yeap, I had to let her go. I never want to see her suffer.
And on the 27, I came home. Really good to txt.

Oh went to my gparents' house (my dad's) for some function yesterday.
Damn super super funny.
I was laughing like hell.

And I was laughing like hell this morning too.
OHHHHHHHH. So happy. Damn happy. Broke my record.

Yeah, my dad went to Malacca again today for work. Yeah lol.
He's coming back today also. =.= Joke siaa.
I think it's really a waste of petrol. Not like his company gna pay him or what.

Cant wait for this Friday. Apparently, I'm in 301.
With Shahid Christine Ethel Emman. Where's Nickkkk?
Rawr. Haiz haiz. Aisyah got KATT and CHERYL.
Tht's wth. Yeah.

Kay bye. I got probs with my stomach ar. Wth wth.