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last but not least

2009-08-23T00:21:00.000-07:00

sweetiepie-and-cheezycakes.blogspot.com
relink thankyou.

I shoot you.

2009-08-15T23:58:00.000-07:00

OKAY IM BLOGGING.
Yesterday was awesome.
I'm considering to change bloghost.
I dont care whether there's gona be tagboard or links.
Cause blogs supposed to be about me.
And no one else.

Kay enough about that.
I got my black skinnies and that bag.

Peace out. \m/

2009-08-10T01:00:00.000-07:00

HOLY COW.
I havent been blogging for a really long time.
So here I am!

Okay, I dont really have much to say.
But it has been really hectic.
I love magic.

Mm. Hilda's Birthday celebration was fun but sorry sorry I was pissed and damn low.
Sheesh I'm pretty temperamental nowadays.
Got to get back to my normal behaviourrr.

Mm, been chilling with AISYAHHHH <3 and Izzati ! and Katttt.
Hahaha, recalling that time we sat at the staircase, with me crying about the Horny Ustaz.
xD xD xD
I really wna join his class siol. Menimba ilmu dok!

Mm, been spending a lot time with family.
And food sia.
Holy cow again. I gained like 3207581032572 kg.
PSH.

Mm, my dad made me pissed today.
He screwed up my room.
Dirty sia. -.-

Whatever it is, my grandparents are here today.
Yay. :D

2009-07-24T07:01:00.000-07:00

WTF IS WRONG WITH THE POSTING PAGE. PSH.

Okay so I realise I haven't been paying attention at all for the whole week. DIE. DIE. I was spamming like whole lot of people on facebook during a 2hour lesson just now.

OH, and so soccer was fun!
Soh thinks that whenever a ball hits him, it'd be me. :D
LOL, he loves me so much.

Oh, and Sun Young said that CAB is scared of me. HHAHAHHAHAHHA. Prolly I made him feel inferior to me I guess. It was art critique and so he criticize la mine.. Then I object his idea and then yeah he started talking about objecting his ideas and doing it in a friendly manner and so forth. DUDE, I WAS JUMPING UP AND DOWN. How friendly sia he want me to be? xD

OH, Lunch at NUS was not that bad.
And just now went out with Aisyah. Damn fail la me. Hahaha, wonder if she blogged about it.

Oh and on WED, I kena scolded cause I was talking to myself. Well, I was mumbling la to Chris and she can't hear me so it's the same as talking to myself. So DT scolded me and Chris cause she thought we were talking while she's talking. WTF, Chris was like so damn blurr cause all the while she has been taking notes. Joke sia.

AND FISH, Malay simply sucks. Have to change bloody timeslot for her. WTF. I'm not gona be plastic here but seriously, there's no way I'm gona like pray for anything (for her).

All I know now is my Mum's birthday is on Sunday. :D :D :D

2009-07-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

Oh after a super super funny day, I really broke down. Bloody hell. I was on the way home, and suddenly everything came back to me. My loss, my dreams, my secrets and all miracles that I've seen before my very eyes. I really wept at that memory of the loss of someone, although not related by blood, cause I knew it'll be coming. Cause I had a dream about telling me so. And I remembered my mum giving me that 'you-should-have-told-me-you-saw-that-kinda-dream' look. Ugh. And I remembered last year, I cried like shit when I lost someone else and had to skip school to attend the funeral. Why oh why must I see all the miracles. And all the secrets to miracles. RAWR. Kay stop emoing.

KAY THE BEST PART TODAY WAS....
Hitting Mr Soh's balls.
He was like so cool after I hit him.
Y: I'm sorry! I'm sorry! HAHAHHAHAHHA
S: It's okay. :)
Y: I really missed you, Mr Soh!! ^^v
S: No you dont. You hit me!

Other than that, I kena bullied by Semi. She beat my hand. REAL BAD. It was redder than normal. OH ya, a ball was named after me. HAHHAHA, Ethel called one of the school's soccer ball REDHAYANNI. Cause it's really red.

Oh oh Chris and me kena scolded for making so much noise in class. Apparently someone complained about it too. AND cause of that, me and Chris and Bev had the stupidest convo. xD

OHHH and how can I forget, Zik bloody bullied me the whole bloody day. So anti me. -.-.-.-.-.-
AND he's ego like wtf. HAHHAHA, if Zik reads this he's going to hate me more. xD HECK LA. He bloody made me run after him for my bloody phone. WTF LA.

Oh and end of the day, after that enjoyable soccer time, I went home with Bryan and Kat. <3

Hahahahahah, that's all folks.
OHHH yes, how can I forget..
Yesterday I kena laughed at cause Hairul, my primary sch friend, didn't believe I'm the striker of my school's team. -.-.-.-.-.- This kid really deserve smacking sia. He thinks I would join band or sth. COOL PER, TELL ME.

Bye ;D

Stupid things

2009-07-19T00:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my aunt's birthday plus engagement day!
I've always thought of her as somebody so perfect.
Seriously, to me, she's perfect.
And I told her that at midnight of her birthday.
Guess she didn't know she was a perfect person to me until now.
That's why she told me she cried when she read my msg.

Apparently she look like my mum when my mum got engaged/married.
Idk! My mum was around 15 or 16 when she was engaged.
It wasn't matchmade, it was really love for my mum.
Got married at around 18 or 19, and got me when she was 20.
OKAY enough about my mum.

WELL, my aunt. I LOVE MY AUNT.
Yesterday was a pretty busy day and very enjoyable day.
Hahaha, Cik Arman gave durians as one of the gift exchanged.
HAHHAHAHHA joke sia Cik Arman. His parents really have some kind of farm in Johor.
Yep, durians included. :D

Oh and I was dead tired. I really just dropped dead when I hit my bed.

Hmm, can I not update properly?

RAAR. Kay I'm super lazy so I shall say that this week is the stupidest thing in my life so far.
CAUSE I did lots of stupid things in sch. :D
Bye.

I got a feeling

2009-07-14T05:27:00.000-07:00

MONDAY. 6.07

Ice cream cake + photos + food + lame crap + matching underwear = my sis' birthday !

TUESDAY. 7.07

Picto1 ; The ahpeks.
Picto2 ; Hey ho camera!
Picto3 ; I dont know what to say but it's my fav. Zik looks cool though he was actually looking at me cause I was laughing like siao. Aisyah completes the picture ;D I LOVE IT. ESP AFT I EDITTED.

WEDNESDAY. 8.07

Date with Katt. HAHA.

69 hotline + kelsey + kids.

THURSDAY. 9.07

Failed moments.
(I'm sorry I dont bother to rotate)

Picto1 ; me.

Picto2 ; kang raye.
Picto3 ; pretty chrissy.
Picto4 ; You'll get the picture if I had rotated it in the first place. Damn fail.

FRIDAY. 10.07

Two ponytails is the source of all happiness and retardedness.
IT'S TRUE.

Picto1 ; Celebrated Wenli's and Chris' Birthday at WCP
Picto2 ;Chokichoki in Mother Tongue class

Picto3 ; I told her I wouldnt buy her food if she dont let me take a pic with her

Picto4 ; PotaTomato and Sun Young and Semi

Picto5 ; Influencing Wardaaaaah <\3

SATURDAY. 11.07

Picto1 ; I LOVE MY AUNT. (Oh and I thought that I'd be meeting her the day before but my mum cheat my feelings. :( )

Picto2 ; I LOVE HIM TOO.

Picto3 ; That goodbye pic. HAHHA. OH and I was quiet throughout the whole party cause I was pissed. I'M SO SORRY. xD

SUNDAY. 12.07

Mugging the whole day. Kay no, just homework.

Picto1 ; Sis thinks she looks thin. -.-

Picto2 ; HAHA, my lovely new specs though it's kinda a lil too clear.

KAY NO MORE PICS.

All words now.

Well, yesterday was fun.

TODAY WAS FUNNER.

Cause when I thought I was PMSing, (seriously, I really felt like yelling at the GNC's stall holder cause she always piss me off and I need revenge) I was lifted up by my own boredism and idea.

Me; Let's play Truth or Dare. No make it Truth or Truth.

Chris; Nah, Truth or Dare.

So my pencil was sacrificed and yep! I took the first dare of course.

I was supposed to ask Ivy to allow me go toilet.

Then play with Kangraye's hair (who was sitting in front of me).

Then go back to the back of the class.

And walk out from the back door.

And sing Nobody to Spencer.

Apparently I was too loud. XD

KECOHRABLES. xDxDxD

Kay that's all ar. And I skipped quiz so that I could be with Aisyah during Chem Enrichment.

Ms Teh hates me. I make too much noise.

Kay I'm tired. Love you.

xoxo

Bestie Bobo

2009-07-05T22:33:00.000-07:00

OMG IM BLOGGING AGAIN.
Best ar. Finally after a week of MIA.
Fun stuff the whole of first week.
And of course highing after sch and before sch with my bestie :)
Hahaha, eh I pay attention in class kay! Macam paham.

Mm, orchad on Wednesday.
Kecoh sia. Of course, with Hilda in the gang. :D
Everything kecoh ar. So sad I missed Katt.
HMPH bitch sia. xD Nvm, tmr I shall see her.

Olevel was alright.
But I was more interested in camwhoring after that.
Hahaha, Queensway got nice pics to take kay. :D
And yes, maybe I should consider being a photographer than model.
HAHHAHAHA. MACAM REAL.

The whole thing (olevel) was a screwup.
I made the teachers laugh like seriously.
They asked a question.
Then I answered ar, confident like cock liddat (quoted from Nick).
Then after one sentence, I Blurrking forgot the question.
So I have to ask la again. Paiseh dok! But I didnt want to ans out of topic too.
So when I asked, raaaaaaaaaar, they started laughing at me.

BIMBO.
Muke lawa. Perangai selenge. Psh.

Yep, me and zik actually wanted to leave sch damn early ar for lunch bfore olvl.
HAHAHA, skip ENG lesson because ____ :D
So we dragged the rest of the malay peeps ar.
Hahaha, kecoh I tell you! Lunchios at Commonwealth. :D

IT WAS A MEMORABLE DAY. <3

Wells, I'm sad I dont get to sit beside Chrissyyyy. :(
But oh wells, I'm with Ethel so it wont be so bad.
Hahaha, I tell you being placed at the side is TERRIBLE.
Besides Ethel, I could only talk to the window.

Mm, on monday was CWP with bestie :)
Funnnn print picxies.
And talk crap all dayyy. I love you bestie :)
WHOOO WEEEEEEEEE.

Oh oh, baby book a day with me please.

Last words,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SIS TODAY. :D

which reminds me..
Chris' bday coming up and my aunt's too!

PLUS I'm getting new specs next week. And contacts at the end of this year.

Question; what do you think about me?

2009-06-26T01:03:00.000-07:00

Whatsup people of the earth!
Hehe, that's my cupboard. Rainbow, baby!
Rawr, I'm here blogging.

Yesterday went to watch Transformers!!
AWESOME SHIT. Hahaha, it was funny.
Yep, but I felt like I was the only one laughing in the cinema.
My sis said I laughed like uhm, pretty loud. xD
Asked my parents why no one laughed.
My dad was like, Hey hey your mum and I laughed kay!
And my mum was like, Dorang tak reti bahase agaknye! (They dont get the joke)
Yeah, prolly they didnt undstand. I bet the guy who sat beside me tot I was nuts.
I mean, who would laugh and bother about those jokes when the action is at the very climax?
Answer ; ME.

The day before was FUNNNN. Hahahahhahaha.
Yep went to Sentosa. Chin Wee were there first apparently.
Then Yu Jia then me!
Then met SHARMAINE WONG OMG OMG.
She's finally back from Koreaaa.

Yep, sorry ditched 301. xD
Sharmaine said I ditched them cause I thought the percentage of seeing hot guys in Sentosa was higher. Pshhhh. That's a LIE. Don't listen to her. xD
Chin Wee text me before Chris did! Plus I was going with my family to watch Transformers.

Very well, we had lunch at BK and Viona tried to explain to Sharmaine about some timeline in Terminator. Hahaha, whatever, I kinda listen but I didnt get a shit so I conclude that they got agreed on a conclusion that it's a case of paradox.
Pshh. Pathetic. ANW, I was too engrossed in looking at the opposite table.
THAT GUY LOOKED LIKE ZAC EFRON DUDE HOW IN THE WORLD CAN I NOT CONCENTRATE.
Zac Efron hair plus Teddy Geiger's eyes. OMGOMGOMG why was he with some not so good looking girl?!

So yeah, we headed to the monorail. Hahaha, I've got no idea why Sharmaine tried bullying meeeee. I'm bigger than youu. :p
Yep, Sharmaine wanted child tix. xD
And we played passing ball at the platform. How cool is that.

It was drizzling but no rain could stop us. ^^
So we went Pahlawan Beach baby! Meet the bitches, beach.
Kay that was random.

We played ball for quite some time and then they buried me!!
Hahahaha.
'Yanni, don't laugh, you're cracking!!'
HAHHAHAHAHHAHA
The more they say that, the more I laugh.
Until Sharmaine said, 'Hey it's not funny not funny'
So I kept chanting that and it works!
Hahahahaha, it's weird having sand on your boobs.
I felt heaaaaaaaaavyyyyyy. xD

Then it started to rain and rain.
So we went to the tent.
They played ball first but the sand was hurting shitx.
So I didnt really join. Then we played Truth or Truth which didnt really worked out.
Cause we stopped before we started. xD

Then Sharmaine kept bugging us to play match with some strangers on the beach.
Said it will be good for me.
-.- Hot bods pe.
And yeah true, we were approached by matreps to play ball.
Hahahhaa, they were hitting on Wee Wee and Qian Yi!!
xD

Yep, then we got tired and we went back.
Hahhaha, washup and headed back to Vivo! ;D
Andddd ate icecreammm :D:D:D

And we talked about kisses. Yeah.
YUCK KAYYY. Got this one couple. OMG the guy so despo.
Kay whatever I went Woodlands.
Hahaha, took train with Chin Wee!
Only now I know she loves to eat.
And hostel suck. As in they dont let the y5 stay cause of H1N1.

Okay then went to library anddd head off to Bugis to eatt!!
Went home tired, but of course, MY WENTWORTH MILLERRRR. <3

Well, lately I'm having my insomnia again.
:'(
I'm sleepy right now kaay!
And yep I'm talking to Aisyah right now.
;D She's gona get me red bubbles and we're gona camwhore before sch in the morning!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Awesome. I love you bestie.

Ps. I miss you baby.

One word.

2009-06-22T23:42:00.000-07:00

OMG this is boring haha.
Well, Father's day last weekend was a success!!!
I love the fathers in my familyyyyyyy. <3
Freakin' fun.
Last Saturday went to Geylang yep yep.
Create havoc there la. Biase my family. ^^
Jkjk, after geylang was Siam Kitchen at CWP.
Kecoh to the max.
Izzul was like, "Amaan kizz Bibikk" (Arman kiss Bibik)
Hahahahaha, Izzul was telling Cik Arman to kiss Bibik lololols.
Then Izzul's mum was like, "NONONONO Mane boleh!"
Hahahahaha, pretty nice dinner that night.
Our table was the most noisy I think.
Beat 5+3+2+2 people. Sorry guys lazy to do math.
Then on Sunday, went to Johore to celebrate Father's day with small small family.
Hahahahaha, my family la tu.
Hahahahaha, great as usual.
Oh yes, I ponned training yesterday.
SORRRRRRYYYY. I'm bad. xD
Well, at that point of time, I was trying to complete a puzzle.
Yeah, all my sis' idiotic idea la!
Alamak then want give up halfway. Darah uppp.
Lucky no high blood pressure kay.
Then last night somehow I cant sleep.
Hahahaha, so like usual ar havoc in bed with sis.
Jump jump la make so much noise until play truth or dare sia.
Joke. Today idk lah kan.
Hahahaha, better than yest I guess cause it's RAINING PEEPS!!!
Best, rezeki namenye tuh.
Tmr will be chillin' in SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAA.
WOots. Sorry Chrissy, I'm watching Transformers on Thurss alr.
Cant date youuu. :(
And guys, I got two tix to escape. I really not sure if Im bringing my sis there anot.
Any ideas what to do with those tix, text me or sth hahahhaha.
Advertisement plak ni.
Wells, I miss sch. Bye.

Stand behind the Yellow line

2009-06-19T05:24:00.000-07:00

Hello. I'm here.
SICK maan. UGH.
Hahhaa. My nose have been running like siao.
Tired chasing alr.

Next week match against Deyi. AGAIN.
Rawr. Well, today was pretty funny.
During soccer. Wee wee hilarious sia.

Oh ya, on Wednesday, I literally screamed at the tv.
Seriously maan.
I was like, OMG OMG OMG OMG IT'S HIRZI !!!
Yeah, my sis looked at me one kind sia. xD

Ahh, kay seriously, no mood to blog.
Like wana die alr ar.
Demam rindu. Yeah, having fever cause missing some people.
Kay lalala, tired ar.

"Save 50 cent today. Save 50 cent tmr. You save 1$!" - YJ
"You guys got to years more before 17!" - Chin Wee
"I miss Hilda." - Me xD

yawnnns

2009-06-17T00:30:00.000-07:00

YO YO YO
IM TALKING IN CAPS TODAY
YEP
CMON IM SCREAMING LALALALALA

Kay writing in caps sure get you high
Apparently Aisyah sweating so much cause she's high
Alamak power dok
Hahaha, I make you sweat arrrr

Hmm sleepover yesterday
Izzul's 'when-you-see-a-cat'face cute sak.
Hahaha like literally, :o

Kay hmm father's day coming
Hahaha somehow I cant wait
Hehe next week must go escape ar kaaaaays

Soccer just now was not that bad
Kekek ar
Richard laa kan
OMG FINALLY I GOT HIS NAME RIGHT

Ahh, I'm bored
I want to go now
I've got no idea what to talk about
Kay bye I miss you

Wicked.

2009-06-14T23:25:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO.
I kinda fixed the prob with the lappie.
Stupid maan. Pfft.
Anw, hahaha, WEDNESDAY WAS AWESOME.

LALALA. Kay went to Marina Barrage.
It was some bimbo's smart idea to NOT take the bus and WALK.
Hahahahahhaha.
And atw to Marina Barrage, a lot ppl keep horn horn at us.
Geraaam tau. xD

Fi asked why.
Hahaha, and I said..
It's a construction site, all guys. And we're the only bimbotic girls here.. What do you think?
HORNY SIAAA AR.

Kay walk walk to Marina Barrage is FOREVEERRRRRRR.
So please, guys and girls... Dont walk to marina barrage.
Listen to the bimbos kay. We got experience. ^^

Yep, reach there, hahhahahaha.
Muka sardin ar. Duhhh. Hardcore sweat sia.
Then went to take pics.
:D

A LOTT. And Fi havent upload yet.
Tsk. Today Monday alr siaaa. xD
Well, aft tt, Ferril join us. Woohoo.
That's when we played with water like siao.
Hahahhaha, best per. I got wet.
PSHH.

Then went home sweet home!
The bimbotic camwhoress save the day! :D

Kay lame. Because on that day I had training too, my ass simply hurts ballz when I reached home. So I skipped training on Friday!! :D
Oh yes, went to watch Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak.
One word ; "WICKED!"
HAHAHA. Kay nvm.

Sunday had lunch at Burger King.
HUHU. Before my dad go Kuantan la kan.
Have lunch together2. ^^

Kay now gna go off soon.
I miss you guys kay bye.

_Escape! outting
_Transformers
_Soccer

Mmm.

2009-06-08T22:12:00.000-07:00

Hello. I've been away for a week!
Hahahha, now back blogging. :)
First week of hols is such a boreeeeeee. OMG BORING.
Plus, I didn't get to hear Kat's voice. :'(
SOBS! She left me in Spore.

Well, screw my dad's company. Bloody bugs.
Da bagos tak panggil si ba alif bi!
Stupid nonsensical adults.
I can't believe that maan. I wish I could help seriously.
Like smack those bastards or sth.
Kay no. Just want to help find income for fam or sth.
Kena prepare before my dad income kena cut or kena sack.
Buggers. The company's going down I tell you.

Kay sorry that's a letout.
And& My mum's been so stressed and frequently trying to start fights with me over small things. Which I avoid! Yay, I don't want to fight back kay.
Keep my record clean. NO FIGHTBACK. PRINGGGG~

Kay I didnt even know Aisyah spam me for past few days.
Yknwat. I simply couldn't be bothered to come to the lappie.
Lappies can never seduce me. Always failed.

Oh yeah, whatsup with that sodoku thingy?
I didnt receive any bloody email. Pfft.
Fedup siol.

Hmm. Nevermind, tomorrow's my date with FI.
Hooray! Hahaha, excited per.
And no, I'm not ponning my soccer. My legs have been aching to touch the ball and run of course! Besides, the field should be fixed by now.

Oh oh yes. Just had a weird dream. What the hell does being barefooted means??
Hahaha, Aisyah appeared in the dream cool shit.
And who the shit is what Siok Bee? xD
How random sia.
Funny funny.

Oh my bro damn cute sia.
I caught him air guitaring. HAHHAHAH.
"You want play guitar isit?"
"Yeahh teehee"
Cheeky smile sia kena!

Oh yeah apparently a big poster of my aunt is at Suntec City.
LOLs. Hahahha, can't imagine sia.

Hmph. I miss sch.

Kay bye. Hahahha, I've got no idea what to wirte.
Prolly signing off right after this.
Go read smth or smth.
Hahahahha, I finished like 6 books in 3 days la caan.
Bored like worms siolz.

Bye asssholes!

Alamak

2009-05-31T23:45:00.000-07:00

Hello. I just need to talk crap.
Hehehe. Well I feel really bored now.
Cause I'm not going school.
And basically this whole month, relak one corner.
Orang tepon, aku turon. :D

And today has been very productive.
Now talking to Aisyah Jr and Yu Jia.
Woots.

[c=55]. рįεćεś of ā ьяoкεи héãят .[/c] says:
lolll im not as enthu as you lahhh.
Yanneh ! Eskimoow says:
I'm not enthu.
you wan hear my voice?
veryy deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
[c=55]. рįεćεś of ā ьяoкεи héãят .[/c] says:
lol deep?
Yanneh ! Eskimoow says:
kay no..
saxy ar.
xD
sexyyyy.
[c=55]. рįεćεś of ā ьяoкεи héãят .[/c] says:
eww
eww
eww
i wan puke
Yanneh ! Eskimoow says:
alamak why? eat wrong food ar kan?
notti girl.
xD

Maan, best sia bully juniors. Kekek.

Well, on Saturday went shopping!
I bought..alamak don't need kaypoh.
Then oh yes, I went Plaza Singapura and there was this guy singing Fall for You.
OMSHIT. He's pro, I was practically melting right there.
So mezmerised ar. CHAM PAHAM.

Hmm, then yesterday watched three movies.
Hahaha, Monsters vs Aliens, Jangan Tegur and Night at the Museum.
Crappy siol all. Pfft. My dad should have bought Terminator Salvation sia.
I wont be so bored.

Next week date ngan my beloved.
Haahahaha, 2years anniversary siol.
I LOVE YOU BABY EEBAAN. <3

Keju Lubang

2009-05-29T00:55:00.000-07:00

3.88
My GPA peeps! Or CAP.
Whatever they like~
I don't really care, I just love that number.
Kay not really. I'd love 4.0 more.

Hmm, my mum didn't let me go watch Terminator Salvation.
PFFT. Really WTF. Nvm, I shall go next week.
Guess what, Wee Wee text me. Hahaha, upcoming outing to Sentosaaaaaaaa.
OMGOMGOMGOMG. I can't wait.
Bloody first time Soccer got outing.
I've been wishing for that since before everyone existed. :D

Hmm, went Vivo yesterday with Chris, Andrew, Hui Min and Dillen!
Zik and Kat joined after a while.
Hahahha, funn sia! I've got some furball problems cause I laughed too much.
Hahahha, maan, photos some time later aitez!
xD And best part. THE XD FACE.
AHHHHHahaha, I wished I had a pic.

Today Brunei peeps going off.
:( SADD! Nvm, Wardah owes me a date end of holidays!
Transformer is a MUSTT.
If not, I shall transform youuuu~

Well, today was photo-taking and 301 had their shadessss on!
Hahahahhaha. MAN HOT STUFF.

Hmm, I just realise all the people in the world are liars.
HMPHHH. Chris lies to me all the time. xD
Hahahahha, she convinced me that I was colourblind.
And a lot more I can't remember.

Anyways, gtggggggg! Muacks.
TCARE. I MISS FI. AND A LOT MORE.
OH YES, I miss Nick. He's going off tmr. :''''''''''(

Keju Lubang loves her Roti Tua. <3

I'm not emo, just a little too emotional

2009-05-27T02:23:00.000-07:00

Oh hello.
I just cried 30 times today.
I'm not emo NO NO I'm just emotional. :D
And yes, today, I made Izzati laughed a lot.
Hahaha, apparently today is the day she laughed most in the whole of this year so far.

AWESOME KAN.

Kay, hmm. Updates.
I don't remember anything sia.
Oh Fi thought it was weird I didnt post a proper post about our swimming outing.
Hehehe. Oh I remembered I made her pissed off cause my mum changed her mind at the very last minute. And and changed her mind again.
Pfft, I was pissed too. Oh oh and it rained!!!
Kucing dan anjing drop down sky siolz.
Yeaps. :D It was a meaningful day. HAHAHA. Joke joke.

Oh and last Monday I went somewhere.
Well, I'm not supposed to blog about it cause it was boring.
:)

Tuesday lalala I forgot.
Wednesday I remember I was lazy.
Thursday I fell off the seesaw. :D
Friday was just uhhh. Did I stone?
I don't remember oh no.
And Saturday I become a bookworm.
SUNDAY WAS MY BRO'S BIRTHDAY.
Yep, I got bro lah brooo!

OH YEAH. My nenek thought that Cik Arman was my boyfriend.
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAHA.
I was fucked up and when my mum told me that, I just couldnt stop laughing.
I guess it was a compliment to Cik Arman then. He really look young cause he's fair!
xD

And I really am so HAPPY cause I pass every single exam.
Hahahahha, only that I'm screwed for Art cause I didnt submit something really important.
HAHAHHAHAHHA. Aisyah say go submit now so that I may get full marks.
NO hope sia. I know he hates me. For life.
"I prefer Simon Cowell than a Paula Abdul''
Ohhh, he's just so contradicting. Hehe.
I mean, he could just say, ''I'm frank''
Or say, your art is shit.
That'll make me damn happy.

Hmmmmm. I guess that's all I can blog about now.
I really want to laugh.
OH YA. BLOODY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
HOLYY MAN.

Whatever you like~

2009-05-22T06:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO.
My arm's hurting like siao.
I fell off the seesaw yesterday.
xD

Kay diam. Now playing mafia wars.
Darn. The lappie keeps lagging.
OMG. I'm in level four.
Kayu. Not only the lappie lag. But me tooo.
:D

Raar. 301 chalet or whatever was HAHAH BEST.
:D Hahaha, a lot laughters.
Darnit I cant sleepover and I was lazy to come for the first day.
Nvm, shld not regret.

BTW. I'm super fucking happy cause KRIS won AI.
Seriously he's just damn hot.
AHHHHHH, Especially when he sings Heartless with his guitar.
OMG. And and Ain't No sunshine.
He's just so sexy ar can.
HAHAHAHA, nvm. Wna go off soon.

I miss you laah.
Call me laah tonight. Or soon.

Chikaaadees.

2009-05-20T00:16:00.000-07:00

yo.
haha.
best.
tengok movie online.
then kena nag.
hahahahaha.
more best.
kay stop it eh.
english berteraboh.
tsk.

LALALA.
Sorry 301.
I felt lazy.
Hmph. Great excuse, you must be thinking.. Right?
But too bad, it's really great.
Tomorrow is a promise, so I'll be there.
Even if I get lost otw.

Kay. Hahah, that's all folks.
I shall use my greatest excuse now.
Haha, and go eat chicken. :)
Yum yum.
Alamak chickadees siol.

Now I'm bored.
Shall find something else to do.
Kay bye my chickies.

Telepathy through the phone.

2009-05-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

I'm sad gitu.
Yeah, you guys should know why by looking at my taggie board.
Damn sad awhs.

Hmm, well sorry cause I went for holiday.
Haha, nampak sah tipu. I had exams so yeah, no blogging.
Well, let's just use the excuse I'M LAZY.
:D Problem solved.

Oh yes. Actually I want to post about my Best Friend. :D
I love him.
He listens to me when I'm sad.
He's always there to comfort me when I can't sleep through the night.
He see me cry, he see me happy. Basically he see me through everything.
I just want to thank him for being there always.
Because when I thought I had lost him, I had difficulties sleeping. Really.
Now, he's back. I just want to say, I love you best friend.

I call him my Jack.

Yeah, sorry for the emo post. Well, I truly learnt my lesson.
To appreciate everything in life. Because there had been so much I'd lost.
And left me asking, when's my turn?
... To get lost.

Tsk betul nye hardcore sentimentel.

Hmm, other updates includes, today's Wardah's birthdayyyy!!
Haha, wished her already. I know she's excited for today cause she had been eversince forever in malay class. :D Dont exactly know what to get her.
And yep, I learnt my lesson. Nver give a notebook for birthdays, unless you're going to write in it and fill everything inside, no matter how cheapskate you are.
-HINTHINT- I wonder who did that sia. xD
Haha, muka sardin aku ni. :p

Well that's all folks. Tcare. Buat baik selalu2, notti notti skali2.

Baby no link.. Url mane? x)

2009-05-14T02:13:00.000-07:00

Hahaha, sup. Until now, I didnt know that I didnt really change the blog song.
HAHAHAH. It's like.. Bullet for My Valentine change singer siolz.
Kay nvm, later can do~

Well, left chemistry paper only tmr.
Lepas tuh swimming and gym dok. WHEEE.
Excited. Hehehe. -hyperventilates-

KAY slap slap. I'm so high seriously.
I know I screw like everything but end of story, who really cares?
And well.. of course.. Happily ever after~ !

Kay no link.

Hmm.

Me; Let's make new friends.
Aisyah; Okay, let's go pub.
Me; Huh??
Aisyah; Let's go pub in tudung.
Me; HAHAHHAHAH, who teach sia.
Aisyah; You.
LOLOLOL. Aisyah sabo me sia. xD

Kay I love you guys. Muacks. Whee.

BFP

2009-05-11T05:03:00.000-07:00

Hello. Hahaha, it has been a year since I updated.
Hahaha, kay no. Bedek gitu.

Kay last week was crazy.
Seriously. Peak was Saturday.
Which I end up crying and shutting off Fi who was trying to calm me down.
Aww, sorry baby.

Kay wtf, now online, baik pa...
HAHHAHA Perasaan lady gaga. xD
Kay wts. I'm laughing my hababi ass off sak.

Sorry sorry, ignore the last paragraph.
I was video calling and still is.
How fun.
Woots.

Oh yes yes, my sis made me laugh while I was pissed yesterday.
Perogol sia. Hahahha.. Best Friends Porebahhhhh.
Haahahahhahaha! With the telo and all.
Kekek sak! Gila. Text also type wrong words. xD

Kkay.. That's all folks~
Hope you guys kena rogol ngan boss bangla paa.
SAPPP bangla nye boss kay. Ada class.

SHIT.

2009-05-04T03:33:00.000-07:00

Kay I'm officially a screwup kid.
I left four days to exams.
And great, I've been screwing up my life since the start of the year.
Great. I feel damn panic and just gah. SHIT.
That's the word. SHIT.

Right. Yeah, somehow I know I'm going to fall so bad.
Fi says put on protective gear.
Right, my protective gear kena curi sia.
So I fall right to the ground.

Had a bad day. As in I woke up at 3. Then bloody toss and turn in bed.
I couldn't go to sleep cause IDKWTH I'm thinking.
Seriously, no, actually I do know what I was thinking.
Just don't want to say it here.

Shit. Then go to school. Best, it was raining yeah.
So walked to school alone. Kena ditched by Aisyah haha.
Cause I wanted to walk in the rain.
For a while, the world was mine. Seriously somewhat happy.
Then all fall down.
SHIT.

Idkidkidkidkidk.
Kay I seriously got no idea why I'm so whineyyy here.
But seriously sia. I'm seriously serious.
Ahhh.

And I find it awesome that I can cry without people notice me crying.
Lol. Aisyah didn't notice. Cool shit huh.
Ahhh.

Great I think my mum's pissed at me.
For exceeding the limit for my bill.
Come on, I need to bloody get use to it since it's a jump from prepaid sia.
See, now she's throwing tantrums I guess.
SHIT LAH. My fault is it? Everything in the house wrong, must be my fault laah.
Yeah it's only 79$. Isnt great improvement that it's not exceeding hundred close to 200 like the other time? ~ Gah no point.
Somehow, every shit happens, it's me first. Really, since I was a kid.

Ahhh. And what sia. I spoil every shit in the house is it.
Gah. Gah. I'm so bad.
I'm a bad daughter.
I'm a bad student.
What else sia.

I cried so many tears already kay.
Regretting everything.
The more I think, the more I wish
I could push stop and then, hit rewind
Like how bfmv says it.
Ahhh. What else sia. No I never told my family how I really feel inside.
Spare them from the misery. Right, spare them from knowing how bad I am.
Spare them from knowing how everything hurt in my face.
Spare them from knowing how disappointing I am.

Ahhh, I've always been rationalistic about my actions.
Kay maybe not, maybe towards using more of feelings.
And feelings exist. Thus, there are some logic in my actions.
BUT, I do know where I stand.
Thus, if my actions are way off, I do know, cause I'm always conscious of what I'm doing.
Which is why I did this in order to do that because I am this and so on and bla.

Ahhh, whatever. Bye.

Merah menyala

2009-05-02T21:56:00.000-07:00

YAY THANKS TO HER, MY FREAKIN' BLOG IS FREAKIN' FIXED.
Hahahha, I don't know why she wants to change my background now.
Say, it's scarily plain that it hurts.
WAHAHHAHAHHA. Busap.
Kay I shall post up till here first then.
:D

poot

2009-05-01T06:04:00.000-07:00

Okay. That's what you get when you're bored of mugging.
I seriously need to work on my attention span.
Or else, I'm going to fail my exams.
Haha. Kay put aside that.

Hmm. My skin. Screwed up.
Yuck got wrinkles. Precisely why Fi's going to help me fix it.
Yay. So people, dont worry much about my skin kays.
:) Love you Fi.
Hahaha.

Kay. Maybe now. I should chills.
Kay relak ar. Duh.
I've been through many many.
Hah. Chey cham paham. Lol.
PENAT ar.

I hate sitting in front of the damn comp.
Hahhaha. Kay chin chow byee ~ !

One last.

2009-04-30T03:14:00.000-07:00

LALALA.
I'm lazy to update.
Kay so shoo.
Wait till I update.

-BBQ picnic in Civic centre
-Shahid turn 15
-Aisyah:DDDDD turn 15
-Cross Country
-Xmen Origins
-Laughters and tears. Kay no tears only a lot of shit. :)

HAPPY MAK OI. Kay no. Jokes aje.

RED OWNS BLUE.

2009-04-27T06:14:00.000-07:00

I was looking through old pictures and right now, I'm feeling rather nostalgic.
JIWANG PER.
Hahahaha, kay seriously I dont know.

Where did I stop haha. Ehmm..

Last Saturday was nice. Spend my morning texting edwin lim~
HAHAHAHA. Jokes. I miss him lots la can.
And he was like in denial. So cute sak ! Asking me what to do about this particular girl.
xD Really sweet. So I just say, what I had done when I truly like that person.
Hahaha, the freaky part was when he told me, he talked about me a lot to his friends.
AWWWWWWWWWWWW. Fuck. I bloody miss sitting beside him in P5.
Hahahah, bloody I can remember XiaoHan asking me why he treats me differently.
Kay blabla text then he dao me for that girl. HMPH. xD ~ !

YAY. That day went to Bugis with family.
~~~~~ Nothing interesting happen.
Damn I was in this really short dress siolz.
xD Then I got mood swings too. :((((

On Sunday was rather okaay. Stony all the way doing stupid homework and JIWANGing to myself again. Sorry lah, I dont know why I'm so jiwang these days. :s

Hahhaha, Kay today was okaay. Art was pretty slack.
Mother tongue was .... Sian ?
PHYZ is WTFWTFTWF. Seriously I dont get a shit.
Thanks to Shahid and Semi who entertained me via texts.
Which I gave up after a while. Cause I'm tired. xD

Then went to Sci Cntr Macs :D
And LEPAKZ ARRRR. :)))
With Semi Kat & Christine.
YAY! Best best. Raar, guys are bloody assholes.
PERIOD MAAN. Kay sorry. Hahhaha. But seriously, not that I'm anti.. But I just dont get why we girls love bloody assholes. :D Peace yaw. ^^v

Hot. Hot.

2009-04-23T07:14:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS AWESOME SHIT FUNNY .
Seriously.

1)Love SEX and Magic <3

2)Had fun criticizing Zik's and Shao Hao's taste of music .
Indiaaaan lawl ! Christine so insulted awhs !

3)Chester damn fail .
NO sandwiches cost 2$ especially in a school canteen dude !
I mean like , the bread cost 50 cents and the spread cost 1.50$ ?!
HAHAHAHAHA WTF !

4)I own a tomato . Semi own a tomato . Zik own a banana . Shahid own a tomato and a banana , but he's too dark . D: TOO BAD ! xD

5)I dont get a shit in Chemistry . Cause I was busy entertaining myself . HAH .

6)Lepakz with Kat Semi & Bryan . :D

AWESOME SHIT !

I think we took like 10 mins to walk from our school to the nearest block.
Why? Because we're laughing so hard. Hahahaha !
Muhammad Billy. Muhammad Bryan bin Charles. So malay maan! xD
And& ! Bryan scared of the bus. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA . Can see the expression liao.

Then chills at Mos Burger til 6pm. :D
Mature talk pa. xD
AND GUESS WHAT. Today is my bloody first time I slapped someone. For real.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA. xD

OMG OMG OMG.
I seriously cant put in words how much I laughed.
It was seriously the best gang to chill with.
SERIOUSLY.
SO MANYYY THINGS MADE US LAUGH.
HAHAHHA OMG IM WRITING IN CAPS.
SEE THAT'S HOW HIGH I GOT.

Kay calm down.
Hahahaahahha. Omg. Hahahahhahahahaha.
Ahhhh. Hhahaahahahahhahahahahhahaha.
Hahahhahahahhahahha. hhahahahhahahah.

Kay perhaps I should laugh later. I can choke seriously.
My throat's itchy so I cant make it sore. \m/
Haahahahahhahahhahaha. Bye.

C-bye .

2009-04-22T03:58:00.000-07:00

Lalalalalalala . I love Pooh .
And I'm missing my baby . :(

Okaay, let's start a proper post shall we ?
Hmmm , last posted on Monday . During art .
:D

Hmm , school has been good . More good than ever .
Class has been great . Great great great .
I just love 301 whee . Laugh like everyday okaay !

Family's good too . But somehow got problems ~
Nvm , hahaha , currently something's up .
Yep , going to get news later .
Pfft , keyword : intruder .
Wtfz . =.= =.= =.=
Seems interesting . But ... news like that ain't good in my family .
Have to get rid immediately .
Kay Yan , don't bother .

Monday's assembly was awesome . Kinda .
Hehe . I think Love Story can actually do better . Probably the mike got prob .
Then I ponned soccer . Cool shit .
First time I saw Rebecca scream at me .
HAHAHAHA , joke lah siolz .
She went like , Yannnnnnehhh !!
I've seriously never seen her scream .
Cause usually I'm the one who makes an effort to scream on field .
Plus Sharmaine and Eliza and Jess .
So touched when she screamed my name .
xD Kay lame not funny skip skip .

Walked out with Aisyah and Izzati .
Yeps , felt feverish . :s But it went awayyy .
Went home with Izzati .
Entertained her maan ! xD
I was being crazy on MRT .
''I want nobody , nobody but chuuu ~ !"

Yeps , went home sweet home .

Tuesay was the 21st .
MY HANDSOME DAD'S BIRTHDAY .
Seriously he's handsome despite the fact he's one year younger than Spore .
Fi says so .
Sharmaine says so .
A lot of strangers says so .
Seriously a lot says so .
Kay , yeah he is handsome .
SHIT HE HAS ABS AT THE AGE OF 40++
Kay if he knows this , he's going to kembang shitx .
That's why I'm not saying into his face . :D

And how can I forget , Tuesday morning is the most fun ever .
It was raining in Woodlands .
HEAVY KAY . Then halfway , my umbrella spoil .
SHIT . Yes , so I was soaked .

Then I reached Clementi . I threw that umbrella .
:D Then halfway , I sang .
Then right after that , it rain !!!!
SHIT . Aisyah had no umbrella . And I just threw my useless one .
So what we waiting sia , we become superhero ~ !
We flew maan .

Kay by the time I got to school , I bathed like 3 times already .
I never knew superheroes bathe . I thought their costumes stick to them forever .

PE was okaay .
Ran halfway and the lightning alarm sounded .
POWER DOK . Macam concert the cohort become .
Cause dont need to run on track .
But surprise surprise , run in hall ~
PFFT .

Then yeah , Bio , Eng , Phyz .
Skip skip . Boring .

Went home . Best .
LAUGH MY ASS OFF SIOL .
My sis , told me some story .
Yeah . Kids' story . Nvm , skip skip .
I laughed til I red that's all .

Eat cake hmw and sleep .

Today is okaay .
ACE boring .
Phyz boring .
Malay boring .
Chem boring .
I don't even know what's okay with today .
xD

Yep , spent my free time with Wardah .
Iqra' hahaha , apparently I can read .
=.= ! Yan great improvement . xD
THANK YOUU WARDAHHHH :D Next week on tau !

Then went to central with her .
Apparently got lots in common .
Like being confused in the first part of the year ~
And only now , we found ourselves back !
Whee . Hi-5 ! HAHAHAHA .
Nevermind , kekek lah sehs . xD

Kayy I'm hungry .
Prolly blogging for Fi soon .
Muacks bye .

Dan sebenarnya

2009-04-19T21:17:00.000-07:00

Hey hahahah. Currently in Art but yes, I'm in comp lab.
Going to blog.
Oh yes great playing my favourite song right now.
Yuna - Dan Sebenarnya. :D
Well love the lyrics.

Yeps, I dont want to emo currently.
Hahaha, like Rinahhh said, I shouldnt fight the shit feelings, but I've to fight to stay happy.
Hahaha, she melted me yesterday! Aww.
Yeaps, I couldnt sleep well.
Supposed to call her at night and talk till wee hours.
But I fell asleep, and kena nightmares. :(

That's why I got so shitty on Sunday.
Hahaha, and all the way till the night, I fought to stay happy!
YAYz. Okaay, watched Apa Kata Hati.
Awesome love story. :)
And& watched Madagascar2 again!
And& not forgetting my Upin&Ipin. :D

Hahaha, I guess I've found where to focus my focus now.
I'm just going to write love poems or whatever poems that comes to me.
Whenever I'm feeling down.
Hahaha, compile them all. And give it away somedayy ~
Hahaha, Wardah had a peek. Sedih kan? xD

Okaay, hahaha, Fi was cute last night.
"Aku naaak beRAAAAK!"
Hahaha, I was otp with her, and practically she was screaming that.
Kawan aku rabak siolz. x)

Hmm, malay was fun just now.
:D Singing the whole time ~ !
Hahaha, jiwangz. \m/
HAHAHA. Kay that's all folks.
I'm tired. My sleep takes up energy. Pfft.
So it's like no point I go sleep.

Marilah pergi makan, sudah lapar. -Nick.

Tetap rindu kehadiranmu tidak patut kerna ku takut.

My Love Story

2009-04-17T06:00:00.000-07:00

hello everyone !
i dont know what to blog about .
today has been pretty okay .
thank semi and kat for cheering me up ytd night .
wna put the convo here . but nvm .
it's too funny to share . basically cause i was a bitch and act cute .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . LAWL .
really funny .

seriously i was topsy turvy maan ytd nite .
xD . kay i hate to say so i shall not .
well well , all i know , i end up talking otp with kat .
til 1 am . yeps , felt better and could sleep finally maan !

sch was okaay . haha . esp not the zookeeper .
then during free period , fun sia !
went to behind audi . jamming session pa .
xD didnt know love story - taylor swift was super super nice with just the guitar !
yeps , then started making lots of crap songs :D
hahaha . kena disturbed maan . DISTURBIAA .
we tot got people coming then it's just bloody sounds playing with our ears .
PFFT . we like ran away la caan . xD

okay then it was soccer . funny funny funny .
plus fuck you .
HAHHAHAHHAHA . sorry lah damn pissed . xD

oh yes . NEXT WEEK PLAYING AGAINST ITE .
holy shit . im excited . be prepared to get injured .
eh please ehk , they're really really pro !!!!!!!
:s still remember last year's match , i flew over a girl .
holy shit that was scary . ite west soccer girls are awesome .
no kiddings . \m/

hmmmm . i dont know maan .
lately , i feel crazzzzzy .
hahahaha , shall quote my Rinahhhh then .
she told me , "Stop looking back."
somehow , it helps a lil .
but somehow , i still do feel laughter helps a lot.

where's my freezer ?

2009-04-16T07:28:00.000-07:00

sup people.
hahaha. idk.

first, i love fi.
she was there for me when i fucking cried the whole night.
yeah, she told me to sleep and i did yayz!
feel much better now. :)
i want to meet you lahs. pfft.
and yes, i know my prob now. and you're right. hahaha.
and shh, you know the 3 things i wish for. ;D

today was pretty much better.
forgot to hand in my asgmt which was due ytd!
again maan!
and yeah ytd malay lesson was awesome shit.
hahahha. -ahemahem-
me wardah and zik were like smsing. xD
holy shitt maan. fun tau. kay hints of sarcasm there.

today's malay was much better.
watched russell peter or whoever that guy was in zik's phone.
hahhahah laughed like shit in lesson maan.
then busted his phone volume. welcomes maan!
seriously kekek in malay lesson.

chemistry was dead. hahaha.
no, but i paid more attention than chris kay!
i was like stoneeeee.
and teaching her what she dnt know.
cool pe.

then waited for rinah awhs aft sch.
hahhaa. did quizzes again! yay.
hahhaa fun siolz life ku. hints of sarcasm again~
yeah. then went home with kat and semi.

hahaha, kat saw me shake shake and smilin' at the same time when she sent me board the mrt train.
yes, i was happy. truly maan.
but like she said, the feelings get shitty the next moment.
and yes, i was literally shakin' because i cant cope with it. hoho.

all in all, sch was okay.
recalling late/skip-moments of schdays was fun.
hahaha. i was laughing so hard otw home with kat and semi maan.
hahhahaahhaha. :)

anwz, i love 301.
hahhaha. random siolz.
seriously, 301 is love.

...

2009-04-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

Shit. I dont think it's bloody fair siolz.
Seriously why must everything bring us down.
Who should I trust.
What am I fighting for.
Who am I fighting for.
Why am I here.
Why do I always have to say what they want to hear.
What's my mouth for sia.
Isn't it for my opinions.
Fuck isnt there anybody I can trust.
I dont know sia.
Everything I bring to them, they had to criticise.
And what do I get.
Everything, everyone they pointed out, and give their say, will always come true.
WHAT THE SHIT. C'mon.
And because of that, because I'm scared to lose anything, I dont want them to know.
And because I dont let them know, they dont trust me.
I just want my life, my own lessons.
I just want my friends, every single person I love.
I'm just tired. I'm just tired.
Sometimes, I wish I'm someone else.

=.=.=.=.=.=.=

2009-04-11T03:07:00.000-07:00

Yo supp.
I' m so bored. Haha.
I miss LALALALALA.
Kay nvm I love you.
That's so random maan.
AHHHHHHH.
Kay srsly stressed.
Bye. Muacks.

And great my work is done. For Math.

Imma Ba(d/t)Girllll

2009-04-10T22:39:00.000-07:00

Supp peopleee. I'm Yanneh.
Kay obviously.
AND I'm pretty high right noww.
Despite the fact the radio is going like, APA KHABAR ORANG DI SANAAA ~!
LAWL. Kay it's because me and Chris finally know what to do for math.
GUESS WHAT. Math due in two more days.
PAK PAK kena sepakkk !

Yeah we're good girls do work last minute.
Oh mothaaaaaaaaa. SO MUCH TO DOOO.
Kay. Quick update then.

I CUT MY HAIRRRRRR.
kay wardah just started convo with mee.
LALALLA Umbrellaaaa ~!

Kay now I dont know what to talk about.
Apparently my sis say I laughed in my sleep.
WTS. HAHAHAHHA. Imagine smone beside you laughing in his/her sleep at 3am in the morning !!!! OMG freakoutt siaa. Kay tts what she say.
I dont know what I dreamt.

And& yesaaaaaaaar I'm gna get a lappie this year and prolly a camera next year !
AND 160GB hard disk. LALALLALALA.

Kay yesterday was -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
But made up for the day went to CWP eat pizza and movied at night.
HHAHAHHAHA. My mum havent watch dark knight so we watched ar.
Yep, bought vcds. :D
And hahahahhah, of course I kept falling in love with Batman.
Because of ...... HHAHAHAH obvious reasons. If you're my friend, you'd know why.

Kay NVM.
As a conclusion, I'd like to say smth.
Kay not, a few things.

1) MY HAIRCUT SUCKS.
2) I WASTED 18 BUCKS ON A SUCKY HAIRCUT.
3) I LOVE MY AUNT. Really, she's so funny.
4) HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAY TO MOHD NUR' IZZUL AMININ. :-*

YANNEH FIX THE BLOODY THANG.

2009-04-07T07:11:00.000-07:00

power. archives pat atas. apa style ni. xD

I remember.

2009-04-07T05:52:00.000-07:00

Yaw. I haven't been blogging I know.
So here I am, once agaaaain ~
Hahahahaha. Today's Tuesday.
Went to gym just now. Fun siolz.
Went with Baby Eeeeban. Hahahahha. Like two lost souls sia.
xD HAHAHA. She always crack me up. Say never pray before sleep then say got insomnia.
WTF! Kena haunt by unborn. Kekek sia.

Yesterday went to Orchard hahahha.
I was a lil dead. But heck.
Photography is fun. Read them.
You'll find yourself laughing shitx.
Rinah got scared cause I looked like a minah. LAWLS!

Hahahaha. Today rawr! Got spanked by Katt todaay.
Damn shit SAKIT LAH SIUL.
Hahahaha. Then got hit by Chris.
LAWL~ her arm got smthg wrong. Funny siaa. Random jerkyness.

Oh yess. Physics was fun yesterdayy. Hahahahha.
Kay nvm I was laughing my ass off. I remember ar kay.
Hahahhaa. Dragonball yok!

Uhhhmmm. Let's seee.
Last week was okaay except for being super super asshole really.
Hahahaha. Oh yes how can I forget.
Match on Friday was awesome. 2-2 !!!! Draw per.
Not bad. Slowlyyyy climb ar kay. Hhahahaha.
And then wait wait wait. Aww, sorry for getting pissed at you aitez Aisyah?
Hahahahha, I srsly walked off on her. xD Cause I got fedup of waiting.
Sheesh so unlike me to walk off and lose patience.
But well, there's always a reason why so. ;)
-winks-
Yep! And Fi Ferriz cheered me up!
Lame sia both of themmm. Thankkkk youuu ~ !

Hahhaa. Saturday I was out dating with my sis.
Yep. After she got back from Clementi Woods Sec for some scrabble things, she was bragging to me how well she did. And best part, what distracted her !
LAME SHIT siaa. Yep, went to bewgisssssssssss and esplanade and marina square.
Yeap. DAMNIT. My second cheesecake for that week. xD

Ohhh you can have whatever you like ~
Yep babeeehh you can have whatever you like !
Sorry so random. Hehehehhe. Memang high. Oh yes yes!
Apparently Fi's getting a cameraaaaaaaaa. That DSLR or smth.
Shitt her. Hahahha, made her promise I'd be the first one to play with it.
:DDDDDD

I cant wait for Fridaay hahaha. Going sentosa baby!!!!
Hahahahaa. Izzul's bdaaay.
OMGOMGOMG Cik Arman's sooo gona be there.
Wna bully him :D

Hmmmm. TMR'S Friday timetable.
Soccer peeps. Hahahahahha. And going home late for the third time this week.
Oh yes I failed Bio. HOHOHOHOHO.
By half a mark. How fail is thaaaaaaaaat.
Hahahahha. But I'm kinda proud of it. I didnt even study, still can get 19.5/40.
Baik paaaaa ~

Okay lurh. I think that's all folks.
I'm sooo lazy to update. :D

April's fool boohoo

2009-04-01T06:18:00.000-07:00

BACHEEN BABY.
I want to smack her ass.
She make me panic siolz.
I love you damn much lah kay dont want anth happen to you.
xD

Kay actually alot happen.
Just me not having the mood and such.
Pfft.

Kay ahhh.

Monday damn distracted.
Tuesday Fi and Ferriz ~
Wednesday sick.
Hahahahahah.

Kay arrhh.
Now I'm so boreed.
Kay bye.

Sorry lah not stable lately.
Easily explosive whee.
Bye.

I love her.

2009-03-28T09:14:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY DEARSAYANGLOVECINTA.

There's a lot to dance about

2009-03-27T06:32:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps.
I can't believe I cried my ass off in the MRT just now.
But srsly, crying alone in the MRT felt good.
Yeps.

Uhm.
Today was ~~ okay, I guess?
I don't know. Went school yeah okay2 lame shit.
Then feel dead. Then feel alive again.
Cause of hahhaa. Stupid random shit in class.
Bonding pa. 301 lalala love. xD

Hahahah, currently sitting next to CHRIS yaw.
Besssssssssssssst. :DDDDD
But pity Ethel and Christineeee. Tsk different ends of classroom.
:(

Semi played with my eyesssssss. Hahaha. Mascara lalala.
:D Best. And she made me look so spooky.
Hahhahahhaa. Aww Shahid was scared. Yay! I scared a big guy.
XD Kay lame Yanni laaaaaaaamee.

Then off to Queensway ~~
For match.Then I dont know why I feel so down.
Psh. Didnt concentrate.
Yeah UGH. Shitx man. Suckky.
Screwed it up srsly. GAHHH. They weren't really violent in the first place.

AHHH. Then initially wanted to go sch with Kat.
Then I was feeling damn emo. Esp that match.
Then gaaaaaah all the dumb dumb insecure feelings come back.
So yeah went home.
Sorry I ditched you. :(

Now at homeeeeeeeeeeeee. Doing masteringphysics.
Curse this damn thing maan.

Tmr going bowlinggggg whee. :D

HOLY . . . shit

2009-03-25T21:57:00.000-07:00

Surprise surprise . :D
I'm hereeeeeeee !!

YESTERDAY WAS FUN(NY) ~ !!!
Yeah. The funniest shithole ever. Seriously laughing from morning till night.
That's why I'm so sleepy now. xD

LALALALALALA. Yesterday paper was okay.
I find the paper funny, really.
My laughing gas tak le angs ! xD
I dont know whyyy ~

Then lessons were super super lame.
That's why I laughed the whole daaaaaaaay.
Then went to meet BABYY ~
YAYYYY.

Kay meeting baby was what the whole day was about.
I tell you ar. She made me so high siolz.
No one can beat her yknw hah!
HAHHAHAHHAHA.

"If I were a guy, I'd marry her"
You got me at that laa HAHHAHAHHA.
Kekek I could fall from the escalator and died laughing siaa !!
xD

Then go eat. I'm so cheapskate really.
Hahahahahhahahah. We didnt buy drinks lah kan.
So I suggested go Macs ask for free plain water.
Kekek ~~~~ !

"Pretend you don't know me."

And guess what. With our so sardin face, we asked for two cups each.
Sedaaaaaaaap. Sorry tak jemputts. xD

Then went up to timezone. I was sooo ready to get owned by her.
Hahahahaha. Guitar Hero maan. 205 knows how much I suck. xD
Then hahhaha. This sibei lady say, eh sorry cannock wear school skirt and play.
HAHHAHHAhAH. Lawls ~ I went in sch uni before with Nick and all. Rmb those timesss siaa.

Kay then we went up ar 7th storey.
Like usual she talks about sakae sushi ~~
I dont want to riskkk maan.

So finally yes, best part.
We watch movie awhs.
I still can laugh about it siaaaaa.
Srsly hardcore laughingg.
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHA.
The show was really HAHHAhAHAHHAHHAhHAhAHHAHAhAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.
It was worth my 10 bucks kay!! I paid 4$ for her. Psh, still call me cheapskate. xD

Then go courts lalalla survey cameras and lappie !
Hahahahahahaha. I still rmb we wanted to share the normal camera.
Now I realise, tak ya suaa ehk. xD Until world ends also never save enough.
Yeah. Now, Katt wants to share buy SLR. LALALA.
HAHAHHAHAHAH. I don't know maan.

PS ; Hahahhaahahha. Fi ~ Tak ya intro lah kay. Maybe some other time. Teehee. :D

Then went home ar. ~~
Best. Lawls. Because I was tired laughing, I tried to keep myself awake hhahahah.
Kay no link !!! xD I took a nap yeah. Woke up at 10.
Drink coffee alamakk so smart right but srsly, taste like Macs Iced Latte !
Hahahaha puji diri sendiri tak tau maluuu ~ xD

Yeap, after the coffee, I was stoning. Haahhahahahahahha. Lawls ~
Then righttt, someone called me to kiss me through the phoneeeeeeeee.
Aww so sweet lah seh. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH.
And yeap, it was fun siolz otp for like 3 hours.
My sis was like asking me to shut up.
I mean srsly laughing my ass and shithole off !!!
Dance on the bed lah bla.
Oh yes, and my ass so interesting ar pshhh. Obscene obscene. xDDD
Yeahss. Then we got sleepy and talk about chicken wings and how cool and uncool and blabla.
And yeah, grand finalee ~~
Since it started with kiss me through the phonee, it ended with a hump.

Hahahahhahahaha, yes, after that, about 1+.
I went to bed, like usual, gotto console myself. And yesssarrr, I did, with happy thoughtss.
:D

Phys was eassssy. Hahahahha. xD
Chey confident siolz. -slapslap-

CANT WAIT FOR TMRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Match at queenswaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ~~ WOOTs.

Oh thank you

2009-03-24T03:58:00.000-07:00

Hello ~ ~ ~

Hahahaha this week is common test week so yeah see the slow update .
Like mee . Hahaha . Yesterday night just burst into tears .
Thank youuu Aisyah for being theree . Yeah , I'm so not crying over common test la can .
It was smth else .

Ohhh and yessssssss .
Nur Aisyah Bte Mohd Nizam is now attached withhhhhh
Mohd Rabak Bin Rabun ~~ !
Hehe . Suami kau cute rabak lah kan . :D

Kay I'm so unsynchro lah siolz . Shall start from uhm Sundaaaaay .
*cause I forgot what happened to me on Saturday .

Kay I was left alone in darkness lah kan. By my DSLC.
Hahaha. I felt insecure lah lawls~
I mean srsly, no one knows exactly what I'm feeling. It's NOOO fun.
Though I make it sounds like fun. Hahaha. I mean like, or else, people would think I'm so nuts.
So yeaaaaaah. Text Fi like shit awh then she fell asleep.
And me? I went thru the torturous feeling before falling asleep.
( BTW WHERE THE SHIT IS SHE . SHE'S SUPPOSED TO BE HERE AND NOW IT'S LIKE MAGRHIB LAA CAN . Yeah , I'm worried . She has been doing this to me lately , making me worried . )

So woke up. Text baby ~ blabla . She ask me teach her math. Lawls.
Then my mum jenny ar lalalalala, like hers too ~ xD
So end up going library. :D
OMG HOW RIDICULOUS WERE WE. ~
Kay tht was random. xD

I arrived first like duh ar kan. Then txt like shit.
Wish I could LOL in the library but I cant.
Sarcasm maaan best. =D

Yeah then went to Macs first. Then went to third floor.
Hahahahha. Like usual, my magic fingers ~
Fi's lappie lagg like shit but then, when I touched it, FUHHH.
Got the start button to appear and thus, access to her files.
Powerrrr. Next time dont asal boleh say I lagg. xDDD
But srsly, you got me at ''see low'' KEKEK SIOLZ TUH.

Then bla bla bla. We got caught. Then went back to library ~
Hahahhaha best. Yeah taught her A math but then she gave up.
EH NOT ME KAYS. xD Then we watch Tenacious D and (at this point of time, Aisyah says hi) The Pick Of DESTINYYY. Kekekekekekek. Laugh out like shit in the library.
Oh yessss. While cheesecaking too ~~~

OKAAAAY now I owe Fi syarahan and guitarhero ~~
Yay !!! =D

Kay then went home. Watched Pacifier ar.
Then yeah. Went to bed.
Can you believe tht ?!
HHAHAHAHHAH. So early and guess what I didnt sleep properly.
Apparently last night too.
Gah just afraid of sleeping.
I'm AFRAID OF SLEEPING. How cool.
Baby told me go doctor. =.=

Oh yes. Yesterdaaaaay was Math Common Test.
Easy. Full marks ar beh. xD
Hhahahha pro goal. \m/
Kay bla bla the rest was okaaay.
Haahhaha. Oooo yes. After school/soccer.
Me and Rinahhhhh.
" Aku minah Rinahhh . Kau siapa ? "
LAWLS ~ ~
Oh yes ! Of course !
I went like, Bsh !!
She went like, Bsh bsh !!
And sm matreps were there, Bsh bsh bsh !!
Sungguh2 laah sehhh. xD WAKAKKAKAKA.

OH this morning was joke too.
I had fun cursing that stupid idiot. MRT CONGESTION LAH WHT ELSE.
Pshhh. And end up, we were late.
And I sweat shitx. HAHAHA. Makingxyouxsweat paaaaa. xD

Hahhahahahhha. Fun lurh today. Bio was okaay.
Though I dont really study, the thingy come naturally to mee.
^^ WOOTS.

Hhahaahhaa. And& oh yes.
The auntie at the canteen kekek laaa hhahaha.
Auntie; Awak makin lawa eh sejak kebelakangan ni..
Auntie; Sebenarnye daripade beberape minggu lepas..
Me; o.0
Auntie; Baguslaaah tak mo frust frust. Da tak frust lah ni kan?
Me; uhrr -noddnodd-

LAWLS ~ !
Muka ku bercahaya berseri yaaaay ~ ~ ! :D
And the makcik lawls macam paham !!!!! xD

Oh yes. Kang Raye's damn cute. Hahahahha. :D

And how can I forget!! My sis made me laugh shitx when I got home.
I'm bloody serious.
I turned red from laughing. WAHAHHAHAHAHHA.
KEKEKEKEKEK. I miss primary school days bullying mother tongue teacher esp. Hehehe.

Fi and Ferriz just turned up at my door. Thank you guys. :D \m/

Birthday wishes.

2009-03-21T00:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CIK ARMAN. =D

Yeah don't have his photo. Yep, made that for him.

Cause he's such a sweetheart on my birthday. Lawls ~ !

And yeah, I remember telling my aunt that she has a bloody cute boyfie when I first met him.

Hahahha, and a funny one. Esp when he talks in malay. xD ~!

Cair la caan. He's really a sweetheart from what my aunt told me.

Can't believe he used to drink, he used to have a piercing and he sings so well.

Rocker sejati. I love his voice. Still, he looks like a kid. xD

So well, may Allah bless him lots and last forever with my aunt ~ !!

AND AND AND AND AND AND AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BLACK RANGER.

Hahhahahahahahhaha. I love you lah dengs.

You must stick with meeeeeeeeeee.

Hahhahahahahhaha, thanks for everything.

Kay, I don't know why I'm thanking but yeah, for being a good friend.

May you be blessed kay and yeah. Pretty girl.

xD I haven't hear you play Jenny on guitar!!

Pffts.

Kay gtg. I feel emo. Cause it's raining. And Fi reminded me of that crazy feeling I used to have.

And still do, but have to throw it away~~

Garbage truck.

2009-03-20T23:39:00.000-07:00

Kay I'm supposed to study today.
Cause I suck at lots of things.
Like chemistry.

But I'm here blogging. Chatting with Fi Firemaaan. Facebook.
LAWLS ~

I was pissed actually.
But someone calmed me down.
Cool or what ~ !
Make me laugh my heads off.
Kay I got only one head. ~

Cause everything happen for a reason,
so the fact you're not going out means, maybe you're avoiding something worse...
Like kena run over by garbage truck.

HAHAHAHHA. LAWLS ~~
Ask for spanking siolz. Of all things, GARBAGE TRUCK.
Cool or what ~ !

And yessssss, I ''see low'' hahahhahahhaaha.
Laughed like hell arh. xD

Kay uhhhmmmm. I'm alone now at home.
So that's the story. Later going to entertain myself.
With boooooks and Idk. My house sound system ar.
Buat karoake or watch movie. ~~ xD

Hmm. Yesterday night was crap. Hahahaha.
I was like txting Fi, I'm sleepy but I don't want to sleep cause I don't want to dream.
Kay lame lah Yan. Yan, someone should tell you into the face, you're super lame. ~~
PFFT. But it's funny lah kay. I don't want to dream cause I know I'm gona feel emo somehow.
And that super sweet Fi say she shall hug me to sleep.
Make me more emo jek. Pshh.
But in the end, I slept anw.

Kay that was lame story, but true.
Hahaha. I don't even know why srsly. Someone pls explain ~~
Nvm. See. Suddenly I feel emo.
I don't knowww why gahh. ~~

Chao. I'm hungry.

NA NA NA NA.

2009-03-18T06:51:00.000-07:00

Damn lazy to upload the rest. Hahahahha.

And today's pics. That's all folks. Rest well. \m/

That slumdog.

2009-03-18T06:09:00.000-07:00

THAT IS MY BITCH . HAHAHAHA . Out with her was fun . And yep, that pic was taken by me.
Pro right ? Editted by me tooo ~~ Hahahaha. I shall post other pics in a separate post kays! ;)

AND yes, I love Mohabbatein. So that explains my blog song kay. :D
SEDAP KAY. Takmo critic. Memang sedap. ^^ Melelehhh ~~

I feel retarded today. So yes. I'll post nice stuff. Hahaha.
Today's quote;
Katt : Why you sound so happy ?
Me : I am ? LAWL ~ !

Kay Yan that was lame.

So yesterday woke up at 11. I was like HOLY SHIT.
Hahahahahah. Yes, and I go bathe then makeup then eat.
And yeah guess what. I forgot to shit but didnt forget to put makeup. ;D
Awesome kan. Kay not.

Yes so headed to City Hall.
Yeps, I was pretty late. Kay she was too.
Supposed to meet at 1230. ~~
AKU LAH MELAYU TULENNN. xD
Kay, malays knows what I mean by tt.

So went to eat at Sakura !!!
I'm so failllll. I already know what I want, and open the menu, and pulls a blank face.
OOOOOoooo ~~ Kay not interesting skip tt.
No one likes to watch you eat so let's go play skipping rope!
Skip ~ Skip ~

Saw Mitchell. AT PENIN. WTS JOKE WAS TT.
No wonder hot guys run away.
Kay Yan that was mean. ~~

Then we walked atw to BUGIS.
Yeah I wasnt that high lah so my busapyy was not up to the max.
Hehehe. Wanted to buy this rainbow fan.
But I got one at home. So Katt bought bubbles !
Kay then walk walk to BUGIS. YAHHH. Went to Haji Lane and tt batman building :D

MODELLING TIMEEEE. Hahahahhaha.
We pro kay. Sad we are too poor to afford DSLR.
Psh. And my dad can ask, what pictures when you dont have DSLR?!
Get one loh dad. Hahaha, my dad was a photographer in his younger days.
Kay he still young. xD

Oh yeah. SORRY KATT. I'm such a chicken. NOT.
I'm a good kid lahs. xDDDD

We did that till like 4?
Yeap. Then head to BUGIS MRT STATION.
Hahahhahahahahhaha. I dont want to say.
Katt knows. And whoever who knows, knows lah kay. :)

So yeah we took Mrt to City Hall.
And Katt was like Little India, Esplanade or Barrage?
AND so we chose ESPLANAAAAAAADE.

Yes yes. That was when fun started.

First; I got stuck in a shop. That was so clumsy lah kays!
I couldnt find the door. When there wasnt even one. xD

Second; Rooftop.

Third; AHHAHAHAHHAH. This was the highlight for me. There was a pair of guys who approached us and asked for help, to do survey awh. Then yeah. ONE of them. The one who talked, hahahha, damn cute awhs. To me, esp ! Think they're undergrads or poly students or sth. Yeah so we did the survey and yeah we were supposed to put our contact num. Hoho. He has my num then. He smiled and said, Terime Kaseh. And then they left. We collided again. And he smileeeeeeeeeeeeed to me. RAAAAAAAAAAR. Meltz meltz. Hmmm, smart huh, used survey as an excuse to get nums.

Fourth; The joke of the day was when some guy approached me and say want to get to know me and exchange numbers. I was like WTFWTFWTFWTF can you like shoo. He gave his number and yeah I'm so gna let it rot in my phonebook. If anyone wants, tell me. AHHAHAHHA. xD

Yeaps. That was esplanade. And then went to my gparents'. SYIOKK.
My nenek fail siolzzzz. Hahahahhahahaha. KEROPOK BERLAPOK. ~~
WTS IS TT. xD xD And yes, I got a kiss from Izzul. More meltzz.
Ohhh and he was so cute when he say "Ampunnn!" when we locked him in the storeroom because he was being so naughtyyyy. xDDD Joke!

Then went homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ~~~

* ARMAN' S BDAAAAAAY COMING HOORAYYY ~ ~ ~ !

Blang & Busap

2009-03-16T01:29:00.000-07:00

BLANG BLANG WHATSUP PEEPS ? !

I'm going out with my Rinahhh !

Two words .

CAN'T WAIT.

Maybe I should add another two words.

SAKURA LUNCH.

Another two.

CITY HALL.

Another two.

LITTLE INDIA.

Another two.

CAM WHORE.

Hahahahhaha, with that pro pro camerawoman !
YEAAAAAAH muahahahha. She's bringing polaroid.
I'm bringing myself. ^^
Model laa kan.

WAHAHHAHA. Stop it Yanni. Stop it.
I've been high since just now.
Maybe lack of sleep.
Cause I rolled awake at like 3 or 4.
HAHAHHAHA. Memang. Tkde keje.

Pity Aisyah. Crapped via txts with her.
Hahahahaha. I masih jealous tau tau!
Gigi I straight gigi dier sengettt. Mane fair.
I leh uat u ketawe lagiii. HMPHH.

Keti tak leh angs ar

2009-03-15T00:54:00.000-07:00

Throughout my experience in soccer.

I almost killed somebody.

AND I almost got killed.

and lain kali tak mo asyik angkat keti ah dengs !

So that summarizes Friday.

Eh NO.

Hahahahhahaha.

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIREEEEE!~
Power over the hills and to the moon!~
It's a very very touching story really.
Damn gooodddd. I wish. Nvm.

Oh yes, Fi!
It was fun really to be your mum's number one supporter.
WOOOTSS! Next time I bring one whole crowd when she nags at you. xD
HAHAHAHAHA. Jkjk. Lain kali jangan tidur waktu asar ngan maghrib! Pshhh.

Kay on Saturday went to Johore.
Hahaha. Mum was pissed in the morning.
Seriously I hate the feeling.
She was like nvm. Not my fault awhs.
But gah the whole family kena dragg.

Kay then we went out. Fun siolz.

Kay sry small picture.
Hahahahhaha. We watched Upin&Ipin the movieeeeeeeeeeee.
Woots. So cheap siolz.
5.50 Sing Dollars laaaaaa kay! WTFFFF.

Yes, it was damn funny. I was laughing shitxxxxxxxx.
Really. Of course, I love Ipinnn!
My sweethearrrrrrrt. Hahhaha. I wished I was laughing with .. Nvm.

Lalala~~ So yeah. Sry didnt go BBQ. =(((
I wanted to go awh. AHHHH. BS BS BS.
And Fi, I wished I was there watching SLEEQ performing.
SHEESH. I would be screaming my heads off. xD
But I'm only me, and there's only one of me, for everyone.
Chey cham paham.

Holidays starting peeps.
Hahahahhaa. Cant wait for date on Tues.
Yeaaaaaaaaah Rinaaaaah. \m/
Hahahahahhaha. And you owe me a kiss. =D

Well maybe out with Nick the next day.
Hahahah. YAAAAAAAAAAAAY. I love Nick.
Just going to pray he aint busy.

AND

Liverpool owned Man U !! ~ ~
\m/

Dont ask me.
I dont support any.
I'm just an extra.
WOOOOTSS. LALALALA.

10/10 for lameness

2009-03-12T21:23:00.001-07:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHA. Fi bloody joke ar siolz ytd night otp.
Tak leh angs. Pshhhh. xD Mintak smacking jek.

Hahahah, apparently when I was alone at home ytd night, my family yep went out and they met a family friend awh. I srsly shld have been there.
My sis was like telling me how hot the children became and so and so.
Pfft. Kay maybe the eldest one only.
Then she, wts diao siolz, hahahaha prasan wna date tht guy.
LAWLLLLSSSSSSSSS. So not worth it. Syamil not tt cute ar siolz.
SHEEEEEEEESH. I miss having outings and holidays with them.
x( And apparently, the youngest sister just turned 3 years old.
AHHHHHHHHHHH. I love that kid laaah caaaan.
She'll come to me and play siolz. Pfft. Now I srsly regret staying home last night.

Oooooooooooooh. I'm so slow ar hahahhaha.
I didnt know Alvin left school alr.
SOBBBBSSSSS. He's a friggin' nice teacher except that he looks at you like a pedo.
Wahahahahahhaha. \m/

This morning was really nice. HAHHAHAHA.
Like usual, went to school with Aisyah.
And hahhahahahha, I'm so bloody sure she had a fun time rating meeeeeeee.
Yeah mee. Tak yah good luck kepe. Dah memang born lame.
Steaaaaaaaady arrr! Got 10/10 rating for lameness.

Kay I don't know what else to blog about srsly.
Only half a day gone.
Cant wait for match. ^^
Dad's watchinggggggggggggggggg.
Nvm, still, I can just call my Woodlands Sec frens come down and watch me.
Hhahahahahaha. I wonderrr. Nvm. xD Shhh! Cannock telllllllllll.

Random quotes.

2009-03-12T05:55:00.000-07:00

Our JAMBAAAAAAAAAAAN Lalalalalala. :D

Ooooooooooooooooops.
Teeeeheeeee. I really need to smacked.

That apology card.

HAHHAHAHHAHA.

AWWWWW, my one and only Dearsayanglovecinta.

Hahahhaha, photos in random order. Super lazy to upload all.
So yeahhh. Now, recent random quotes bebeh!

Girl, got friendster?
Maybe. x) - Some mats

So sincere sia apology, nevermind, because of the five bucks, I forgive you. -Fi

All nice pics happened in the toilet. -Fi

Aku lawan pakai spear, kau cume ade fishing rod. -Fi

If I lose you, I really lose it sia. -Katt.

If there's a chalet organised, we shall pon it and watch a movie together instead. -Nick

I'm just dead with a sense of humour. -Zik

Don't worry, I'll never betray you. -Yu Jia (AHAHHAHAH)

Think of your friends like us, it's more worth it. -Yu Jia

You used to be super super patient with me before that. -Aisyah

I shall make Yanni happy. -Ethel (and she went to pour water on my skirt.)

Cik nak ring Yanni nye bell. -Fi's mum. (JOKE AR SIOLZ, my bell really rang.)

I love that bitch. -Katt

He dosent have a dick to fck with in the first place. -Siong Gim (talking abt games and football. -.- sheesh! Now I know what guys talk abt)

And lastly, I miss you.

Oh my God, how ridiculous were we.

2009-03-12T05:11:00.000-07:00

Hey hahah, shall post a proper post tonight.
Though currently I'm reading a book. One whole compilation of sirah Nabi. Lalala.
Have been finding this book for sooooooo long and I finally found it! Yipee :D
And yessssss, my knee swollen. Psh. Still.

I shall start from Tuesday cause that's the fun fun day with a shitty ending.
Hahahhaha. Basically, I couldnt waaait to see Fi that day.

BUT stupid meeeeeeeeeee.
Hahahaha, Aisyah wished me good luck in the morning and I was like, what for?
Yes, I faaaail siolz. Hahahhaah. It was common test!
Therefore, I would be released one hour later than usual.
Pshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Told Fi, wait for me at 3.40pm.
But she siao siao go wait at 3.20pm thus ended up waiting for me moreeeeee.
Hahahhaha, and me? I arrived at 4. Gerek tau tk perrrr. xD

So we went to Cold Storage. Hahahha. She wanted to buy sushi.
Warned her but pfft. Stubborn. Next time I shall whack her upside down. xD
Yeah went to Civic Centre. Slacked there ar on the 4th level.
AND we got really hungryyyyy.
Eh plz ah caan, I only ate watermelon in sch for the friggin' whole day.
So we went MACSSSSSS!

Yeah we shared a small coke for like one hour siolz.
Didnt finish pro! Miracle really hahahhahaha.
Bla bla bla crapped shitx and camwhoreeed.
Hahahahha at macs like crazy arh.
Then there was a guy who left his visa cardss, nets and such at his seat and went away.
Fi looked at me, say, should I tell him?
HAHAHHA. Dengs siolz. Of course tell ar. Pshh.
Then she went and came back to me, I suddenly feel happy.
I was like, why?
Cause I did a good deed. -.- Fi fi...

Hahahaha! And Fi! You and Ferriz, rock on.\m/
Hahahhaa. Yeah, Ferriz has to win my heart before he can take you. :p
And apparently, he told Fi to give me a peck on the cheek.
LAWLS. Damn joke srsly. Fi would only kiss me when I'm lying down dead.
Funnnny kaaaaaaaaan? Baby sendiri pun tak nak kiss. Majok arh! xD

Went home. Did MasteringPhysics online. I srsly thought it was due that night.
Until today, we were told end of holidays. Sekali aku ketok kepale teacher! PSHHH.
Then yeah, cause of someone, I fought with someone. I was pissed then after that, because I fought with hahaha, you-know-who-you-are xD, I turned bloody emo. Srsly. Maaaan, I srsly was keeping my chill yknw. Dwant to burst out at anyone. So, I just keep it all in so I turned emo. And it was like, every single thing that was bugging me just swept over me. I wanted to cry really. But I cant brought myself to.

Then the next dayyy, Hahahahahha, apparently, you-know-who-you-are was emo toooo.
HAHHAHAHHAH and& the highlight of the day was that we went to the toiletttttttt.
And hahahhaahhaha did smth really stupid and when we realised people can see, hahahahahhahaahahahhaha, holy shittttttttttttttttttttt. xD WTS WTS WTS. So funny.
So tt was how we made up. Hahahhahaha. And the rest of the time was fun going home with you.
Hahahhaha.

So yeah, went home yesterday and nothing much happened.
Mum didnt cook so we ordered pizzzzzzzzzzaaaaaaaa.
Lols. And my dad just came home ytd too. =D

On the phone that night with Baby Eeeeeeebaaaaaaaan. Hahahha.
And she fell asleep. Can warn me smore!
Kalau aku tidur, kau tepon mak aku suroh kejut kn ku. Nah, ni number hp mak aku.
And like 10 mins later, my baby fell asleep. LOLOLOLOL.

Today was okay lurh not bad.
Hmmmmm. Mother tongue was okay. Damn joke laaaaaaaa kays.
Played sherates. =D
Then I felt emo again. Pshh. Really on and off siolz.
And yes, must credit Ethel who sits beside me who alwys siao2 make me happy whenever I'm down. :DDDDD

Then after that, went Macs with Rinahhhh and Jia Ying.
Lol, let down our haaaaair. Hhahahahahha.
Hot siolzzzzzzzz xD Esp Jia Ying ar.
Psh I felt young when going out with them.

Then went to finish up art.
RINAAAHHHHH. We're so prooooooooooooooooooooo.
I couldn't believe siaaaaaaaaaaa. xD It's really awesome.
I mean from the big progress we made.
Damn it was like on Monday, we're like, we're screwed. screwed. screwed.
Hahahahhahahahaa. ANd nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Wtsssssss.

Hahahah, then after that, chillin' in Clementi.
Went to the blk bhind Dslm. Actly wanted to go Ave2 but hecccccck.
We're bloody tired.
Hhahahahaha. Fun awhs. \m/

Hahahhahaha, now I'm home alone. Posting all these.
Wna go bed soon. Cause I'm srsly tired la can. xD
Tmr against Woodlans Sec!!!!!!! Shit. Knee swollen.

Say bye.

2009-03-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

Gah.
I give up.
I want to ditch MasteringPhysics, though it is fcking due tonight.
I want to go to bed.
And cry.

Don't emo when there's people around you,
cause you wouldnt want them to be emo as well.

Go to bed.

2009-03-10T07:27:00.000-07:00

Kay that's the best part of today. From 4 till 6.

And the rest.

WTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

If I ever bcm les, it's because of all the fcking guys in my life.

Ahh. So fcking gah Idk what to say.

Kay but not to worry, I'll never be one.

Sorry so vulgar but I'm just venting my anger.

I wanted to post the funny things that happened but heck.

Raaaaaaaaaaah. I want to bash everything up.

No, I'm not that violent.

Ahhh Yann, SHUT THE FCK UP AND GO TO BED.

Mendak .

2009-03-08T01:29:00.000-08:00

I feel so mendak. Hahaha.
Baik per. Sheesh heartburn ar siolz.
Helps.

And when his kiss makes me weep.

2009-03-07T08:44:00.000-08:00

Hahahahahahha. Fi made me laugh like shittttttttttttt.
On the phone lols. In the middle of the night when I'm supposed to do summary.
LAWLSSSSSSSS.
I've got no comment for my tagboard.
Just so immature. You guys got no idea what I went throughout that relation
So yeah. Just mind your own business if you don't know.
And yes, I've to be mean. So sorry for the previous post. It's for the better.
And don't worry guys, he'll get someone better and will learn how to treat that someone way way better. =D
Disappointed actly. But heck.

So yessssss, though I'm pretty fragile currently.
Precisely that's the reason why I kept trying to be happy.
And precisely that's the reason why I'm easily touched by little things my fren does.
Because, my heart's damaged. So yeah. WOOTS.

And Rinah. HAHHAHAHAHA. Let's sing.
Rock never die lah ahahahhahahhahah. Basket you, make out with me. ;)
And thanks alot. For that sweet sweet text you sent. I'll die for you too.

Kay. Hahahah. Walking home with Pretty Girl and Handsome Boy was funnnn.
Thanksssssss you guys tooo. Hahahaha.

Pfft. Better work on my summary now. Or else, I cant finish up my hmw tmr!
And& I neeeeeeeeeed to call Thea. Bet she waited shitx for me today.

OH yes, I went Johore just now.
Best ke pa.

Dik, senyum lah sikit, masam aje muke.
Apa ni termenung, tak baik tau anak dara termenung.

xD Now off to do summary and chat wit fi and firdauz! Chaos.

And when his kiss makes me weep...

Oh I miss the world

2009-03-05T19:09:00.000-08:00

That blogger is damn damn shit funny.
If I were given a chance, I want to meet that blogger sooooo much.
Hah. Cheers me up shitx. =D
He is really to the rescueeeeeeeee ~ ! Hahaha.

Okay hmm. I shall post happy stuff today cause I want to.

First thing. Nick's bloody sweet.
Second thing. Zik made me laugh shitx ytd. Hahaha. Pro sia. Dead with a sense of humour.
Third thing. Yj got pissed at me. HAHAHHAH.
Fourth thing. We're playing friendly against RJC in school. (Kay tht's bad cause field is damn big)
Fifth thing. My hairs are standing. -gasps-

OHHH yes. Going wdlds sec next week. Siolz.
I wonder who I'll meet. Hah! xD

Rarararara nth interesting happen nowadays. Just waiting for hols.
Then celebrate lols. PARTYY Maaan.
Kay srsly, this post abit lame. So I shall just post it.
Weeeeee~~ bye bye.

When it's all over, we shall make out. ;)
HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHA

Run.

2009-03-04T03:26:00.001-08:00

It's crazy how you can get when you really love someone and you've to just let it go.
It's crazy how you can get when you really miss someone until you feel so weak, you just want to die.
It's crazy how you can get when you really went out of control cause of someone you really love.
It's crazy how you can get when you disappoint the important people in your life cause of one love story you're so crazy about.

It isn't just about how much tears.
It isn't just about how much pain.
It's just what you have to do when you love someone so much, and to avoid him from much more greater pain later on. And because of that, you had to be bold enough to make that decision.

Had long long talk with mum yesterday and just now.
I know her so well, I know that she knows what I've been doing behind her back lately.
And when she say she saw everything, images of everything I've been doing and lying to her, she told me she was disappointed. Yes, my mum aint like any other mum. Because of my history and background, my family isnt something to play arnd with nor is it easy to get pass. And yes, it's freaky to you guys that she's able to know stuff without people telling her.

When she say, there wouldnt be any forgiveness for anyone who causes me to change; lie and start doing bad stuff bhind her back/knowledge and such many more, it scared me shitx. Cause I've seen so many instances when she say that, mainly stories and all. And it fears me that anything will happen to that one person I love. So I've to let it go. I love him too much to see him go through those.

I love him. I love him. Sometimes, I just want to smack myself, my mum told me, ''You got yourself stuck in the whole situation, the feeling of confusion, insecureness. " Say, I really want to run away. But I've to pull through and learn, that love dsnt exist with only happiness. There's always have to be sacrifices.

Sometimes, you just cant get what you want.

Yay and hooray

2009-03-01T21:31:00.001-08:00

I'm so freaked out.
Hahahahahhahaha. Kays nvm.
Very distracted for match.
Gna dieeeeeeeee lalalala.

Going queensway sec ar later.
Then suddenly my dad txt me come home straight aft match and good luck.
Creepy siolz. Suddenly jeks txt.
Hahaha. Smre my pp8 damn low arrr.
Seeeebey. xD

LALALA. Kay I feel much much better after panadol. xD
Ethel told me not to take too much.

I've got no idea why I'm blogging kay.
Tau tkper memang menyebok jek pat sini tok sah lain kejer.
Hah. Kay now I'm done. Yay hooray bye.

Baby Pooh loves Hunny Monster

2009-03-01T02:20:00.000-08:00

I miss my Hunny Monsterrrrrrrrrrr. Baby pooh loves hunnyyy. Lalala. :)

Okay this week super up and down really. First I'm crying. Next thing I'm laughing. Next day I'm high. Then I'm down. Sheesh. Mood swing rabak mak oi. xD

Yeps yeps. Yesterday went to Sci Cnt. Bibik Yaya and Uncle Arman and my sis and my Hunnnyyyy. Woots. It was okay hahahah. Lalalala, can I not type in details ? xD

Basically happy siolz. HAPPYYY. xD

Uncle Arman blanje dinner then we chaos awhs.

Superrrrrrrrrr tiring yknw. Slept like shiitttttt.

Yeahh shittttttttt. ARRRGHHH.

My bibik saw the pics in my phone. And she told me she was disappointed in me.

Haizzz. I really dont know what to say ar cann.

And yes yes tmr tournament and I'll be skipping SLI and PHYZZZ.

Oh yes, shit, tt means I cant see Aisyah dance. :'((((

Haiz nvm. Mr Soh plan to visit Eunice after match.

Idk laaaaaahs. She kena stitch sia really pity.

I saw her face that time full of blood wts pain sia.

Okayokayy. Enough I cant talk for loong. Later my parents come home, alot of things havent do.

Haiz. I love my hunny monster kay bye.

Oh I miss you fi. Raaah I wna see you.

Chaos. \m/

Pfft.

2009-02-25T20:39:00.000-08:00

Pffts.
My pimple just burst.

Yeaaah. Today was joke cause Aisyah's damn innoncent.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Much more innoncent than meeee. Teehee.
That was why the back row in MT was laughing their heads off.

Whoa, I srsly didnt know I'm super quiet nowadays.
Kay according to Katt lurhs.
So sweet lah seh.
If I lose you, I'll lose it.
AWWWWWWWWWWWW.
I'm so touched srsly. x)

Oh yes. I got practical aft this. LALALALA.
I never pay attn in class, so I ended up asking around wht to do in practical.
HAHA. I'm not the only onee kayys. xP

-math task due tmr.
-home late tmr --- welcome party for cca. HOW LAGG SIOLZ.
-sci cntr wit sha sis arman lalala
-phys online asgmt. Pro. Goal. I'm only half way thru I dont get a shit.
-essay test.
-and bla bla all the common test.

And because of match, I dont need go RI for composition writing.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOTS. Imagine spending your Friday aftnn writing stories.
How bs is tt.

And& before I forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATUK (28 FEB).
Lols, I know he'll never read this. XD

I miss boyfie. :'((
Thanks aisyah for listening me saying that over and over in sch.

Not A Second To Waste

2009-02-24T23:04:00.001-08:00

I'm checking your pulse
I'm giving you air
But your body disagrees
And no it don't care at all
I'm wasting my time

I haven't been blogging for long, I know.
This blog's dead and obviously I'm here to revive it.
Yeah. I've got no mood to blog happy stuff.
Cause I dont know what's happy right now.
La. La.

Tournament's coming up.
Common test coming up.
Fuck.

I dont feel that good right now seriously.
Feels like I'm lost. Hah. Kay whatever.
I'm so quiet today. ~~
Raar. I seriously got no idea what to talk about here.

I miss you shitx, baby.

Bye bye.

I'd sing you a song
But i'm feeling quite off
In my heart
It's occupied
And now's not the time
The time

And& they row boat.

2009-02-20T04:54:00.000-08:00

Hello.

I MISS YOU.

And& they row boat.
HAHAHHAHAHAH. Wth Sharmaineeeeeeee. xD

Butterflies arent that nice

2009-02-19T22:38:00.000-08:00

I'm scared .
I'm anxious .
I'm nervous .
I've got butterflies in my stomach .
And I hate those feelings .

My mum was screaming at me yesterday.
Asking whether I'm seeing someone after school.
Sheesh. For that, I'm really scared.
Cause she threatened to get me out of school if she got to know anth.
I'm dead.

I really dont know what to say exactly.
I can't remember laughing today either.
Math test was not too bad. It was easy lols.
Though I didnt even study for it.

Other than that, I dont really know.
Kay whatever. I dont know what I know.
All I know is that I'm scared.
Basically, I dont know what I'm scared of.
Confusssssion. Poof.

I miss me. And my baby.
Byes. :( I'm off. To do more work.

Sweetest sin

2009-02-17T22:38:00.000-08:00

Helloh I'm blogging.
I'm supposed to be drawing right now.
But I lost my way and now, I'm here kays.
Clapsclaps.

So today I had a very strange dream.
Really joke. I dreamt some grandmother died and went to heaven.
And apparently, that some old grandmother come to me and gave me a huge pair of contact lens. Blueeee in colour, seriously huge man.
Joke right ? Yeah, I told Aisyah and Katt they were laughing like mad.
Aisyah says maybe I need to open my eyes big big thats why.
LAWL. Okay I can accept that.

And apparently, laughing helps Katt to shit.
I mean srsly, she told me to make her laugh while she's shitting.
Srsly screaming at me to tell me to make her laugh.
I burst out laughing imagining her when she's giving birth.
Oh man, I want to be there making her laugh cause I'll have so much fun laughing seeing push her baby out. Nvm, I'll warn her husbandd wahahahahhaha. Joke siolz.
Mummy, what did you do first after giving birth to me ?
I laughed.

Ohh yes and I finally registered for Malay O lvl.
GRRRRRRRR. Can I not take ? xD

Oh oh yes.
I love my Monday and Tuesdaaaaaaaaay. <3
But Monday was kinda tiring.

Tuesssssssday was niceeeeee. Hahaha, met baby aft school and went to JE Library straight away. Camwhored, watched funny vids and lalala lots. Best part was when I said, let's go off at 4 30. And we ended up talking for two hours straaaaaaaaaaight. Hahaha, 6+ we left. xD And teehee, baby made me forget time and funny, my feet didnt turn numb aft hours of sitting down. Pro kn syg?

Thanks Valentine.

2009-02-14T22:24:00.000-08:00

And that was the man of 14.02.09 !

Yeap. My dad. Woots.
Hahaha, I was feeling so down so I need smth drastic to really cheer me up.
Which I end up dragging the whole family into the Kbox in Johore awhs.
It's always me dragging. Pffts.

But FUIYOH mak oi.

My dad sounds like Amy Search.
My MUM sounds like Ella.
Wtfffff. Awesome stuff.
Btw, I forgot to mention that I've seen Amuk sang live.
It was supersupersuper gerek.

I had the weirdest feeling I've been there before.
Haha, srsly. Die2 I told my parents I've been here before.
Freaky siolz. Maybe Fi was right, I dream too much.
BUT. Nvm. Shall not talk about dreams.
Teeeheee. :D but srsly dude. I dream too much.

Nothing much happen just being more and more dead.
=.= =.= =.= Really.
Hahahha. Kay stop laughing yan it's so fake.

And Aisyah, yes yes we shall have that delayed outing soon.
I'm stressed up too. I neeeeeed a good laugh.
Pfffts.

Chaos \m/
I feel pretty scrwed up lalala.

AND I MISS YOU LIKE A LOT.

Facebook's super funny.

2009-02-12T21:12:00.000-08:00

Oh helloh.
Feeling shitty right now.
Hahah. Now waiting time to pass by.
Still going match later.
Pffts. I'm doing this for Katrina.
Hahs. Kidding.
Kay fine I'm kidding about tht kidding part.
I just have to come down kays.

Uhhhh. I feel so dead hahah.
Srsly I dont know where to start.
Ahhh, thanks peeps for the rose and chocolates AND esp the marshmallows. HAH.
Hahaha. Damn nice kay esp the rose.
Fresh siolz. :D Teehee.

Happy Valentine's Day.
Hahah. Thanks Aisyah I love that card.
I dont think I'm going to meet you today and talk cause hahahah.
Your Fridays not likeeeee mine and I've to go out for cca.
Bhrr.

Uhrr. Yesterday went to celebrate my gmum's bday lols.
I think right, I was super super low I didnt speak a word.
The most I said was a sentence.
Freakin tired and bah bah diaozz.
Smth funny happen but I cant rmb. Nvm, didnt last that long.
Lalala. Basically we got a lot free stuff at Siam Kitchen. Seriously.
I think that lady cut off like 30 bucks worth of stuff.

Btw, I've got pics to post since I'm in bloody school.
I cant post todaaaay. Pffts.

And great. Math remedial later.
I hate intersections.

Reading funny blogs helps.

I need to focus. Bye.

cape makes me fly.

2009-02-11T20:03:00.000-08:00

Oh and I finally change my blogskin.
Hahah. Now I'm so free, next lesson is only at 1330.
Almost fell asleep in Eng lesson.
LOLs. Not my fault awhs. It's really draggy.
I'm sure many were trying to stay awake.

Start the day at 0450. Then blah blah left for school.
My mum reminded me today was my grandmum's birthday.
:D Yep, I'm such a nice grandchild so I txted my gmum wishing her.
LOLs. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Yeah I love my grandmother lah seh. And I think I'm ponning soccer for her tmr.

I know Katt wants to eat me for that.
Anw, thanks for the macs ytd. We shld have gone Ananas.
Kay, I'm such an ungrateful friend. Muahahahah. xD

Walked atw to Wdlds Mrt.
I knew I was late. Bhrr. And some guy had to stand on the left.
So I cant chase my train. Hahah. I got pissed duhh.

And guess what. 4 people flooding me at the same time.
Wah seh. Train my fingers like shit.
And I learnt that whales got an ass.
And I learnt that I dream alot.
And I learnt that someone learnt that I need a cape and underwear so I can fly to school.
Pffts. I was pissed and I was making that someone laugh like retard.
Good thing people stare at you. xD
Oh and that someone didnt know I was so stubborn till 4 days ago.

Oh yes, we're all supposed to do hearts for V'day.
LOLs, so I did. And I wrote, ''I hate you'' on it.
Passed it to Nick. HAHA. Then I did another one, and tore it up.
And passed again to Nick. He broke my heart.
Cause he didnt say ''I hate you toooooooooo''.
Joke lah siolz.

Great. Tday I think I'm going home with Katt.
Yeah, see your name KATT? Let me enlarge man.
KATT IM GOING HOME WITH YOU TODAY, I THINK.
Hehe.

Srsly, I'm dizzy to continue this post bye.

PS ; I love you baby.

2nd escape.

2009-02-10T05:44:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO. Hearts. <3

Next time bring DSLR boy. Cant wait.

Muaaaaaaaacks. I loveeeeee you.

ANDDDDDDD.

HAPPY BDAY FI. 09.02.09

MY MANISSSS DEXNNY DUCK.

HAPPY BDAY ZIK. 05.02.09

THAT SEX-Y CHRISTIANO RONALDO. AHEM!

And& tons of funny things happen like that not-so-ugly-but-hot Nick.

With his partner, Qinxi lols. Ehhh, that was last week.

Nvm, it feels like ytd I sat with them and laughed like shit.

Oh yes, Nick still owes me a run.

Cant wait for that.

And& Aisyah can verify now I'm super stubborn.

Haahahhaha, and thanks Fi for listening to me talk nonsense when I'm tired.

And dude, I loveeeeeeeeee your parents. xD

And& I've got a new malay tcher!

Cikgu Isa Karim, guess what.

Exactly like Aziz Satar siolz.

And his funny-ness just like my gdad.

Except my gdad's so loud, esp when bullying my gmum.

xDDD

And& sorry all for being so dead and moody and not hyped up.

Hohoho. I'm tensed up really.

Now my knee sprainnnn. :(

Cant play against Bowen. My dad warned me alr.

RAAAAAAAH.

I still wna watch.

Ohhhh I'm improving in math.

And now, lagging in Phyz. xD

Aiyoooh. Teeheee. Lucky thang phyz whole year module.

Kkays. I realise, I misssssssss primary school classmates. Dx

Chao dudes and dudettes and my other half of noseholes. xD

Dead.

2009-02-07T05:02:00.000-08:00

I puked my rice.
Seriously cant eat anthg.
And stomach has been torturous.

Chao. Bye.

Lately.

2009-02-04T05:51:00.000-08:00

LATELYYYY,

-My new motto : Stop giggling. Start laughing.

-Arman Jovi .

-Highhigh in Vivo with baby boy. =)

-K is a sexy letter. xD

-Nigga balls !

-Johnny Chinesee.

And Nick was supposed to run with me cause he didnt solve that qsn.

"If you got owned, I own you." - Nick.

And sexxxeh thongs on my nice ass. =P

10 times of ''I feel completeeee''

Ohh shitx, everything just slipped my mind. Grr.

Kay nvms, I'll post when I rmb.

I feel completeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-02-03T19:07:00.000-08:00

Ohhh hellohs .
I've been busy lately.
Going home late hahahahah.
-winkwink- xD

Yeahh and school's just getting on my nerves.
Whatever it is, lalala.
I'll update later kay chao bye bye.
Hereee, I'm blogging on Wardah's lappie.
Kay, credited dudette. \m/

Last last,
I FEEL COMPLETE.
I FEEL COMPLETE.
I FEEL COMPLETE.
I FEEL COMPLETE.
I FEEL COMPLETE.

Aisyah heard me say for about 10 times today already.
Sheesh, it's only 11 in the morning.

Dont ya get tt.

2009-01-31T02:39:00.000-08:00

TRALALALA~~
Hahahahah, I'm back here blogging.
I've got no freakin' idea whattt to doooo.
XD Not sure if there's any hmw too.

Okaaaays. Urhhh.
Wht did I missed.
LOLs, thanks Aisyah. I didnt lose a shit but hope.
Hahahahaahaizzz I dont care laa hahahhaha.
=)))) I'm so smileeey I dont bloody know why.
Like anyone knows whether I'm smiling for real. xD

Ohhh I wonder why these days I keep seeing the same things.
Seriously like Deja Vu. Hahahahahahhaha! Nvm, I dont give a damn.
Oh lalalalala.

I've got nothing to talk about actually really.
Hahahahahaha. Next week might have match.
PLZZZZZZZ have ahhahaha, I'm so so dying for one.
xD And I realised I suck during trainings.

BAAAAAAAAAAAH.

I miss my boyyyyyy. He made me cry.
Lols, I was missing him so much laaaaa tts why.
Naughttttttty. x)

Kay chao bbye, I cant rmb anth that made me laugh so hard sorry this post so dead.
Hahaa. I want to run bah.

Whutevers

2009-01-28T20:42:00.000-08:00

Yeah. History repeats.
I hate that bloody hell.
I never want that.
And I'll be living my life, repeating the past.
That sucks. I want that remote control just to freakin' hit rewind.
To save everyone from the freakin' misery.

Kay I dont give a damn if no one understands that.
I just dont give a damn.

Life's just the sameee old dull routine.
Raar. There's no point living sometimes.
There's no freakin' point going school - except for people,
there's no freakin' point of sleeping, waking up and idk.
Basically, I'm doing this for ones I love.
Gaaaaaaaaah wtfzx. I never. NEVER want to see my love ones fall.
But when they stubbornly choose to and just wna keep falling&tripping&stumbling& just wtf fall, I've got no freakin' choice. Cause it's not my choice.

Sucks huh. But if you dont understand, I wont care if you dont want to care in the first place.
Damn shit. Life's so much more than that.
That's why I always believe in smiling and making yourself full - & not freakin' empty inside.
Bah. I'm only left with patience. That will never run out.
____________________________________________________________________

BAAAAAH. Poh scared me off my feet.
Oh great. Saturday I dont want to go rehearsal actually.
It's pretty dumb fussing over smth I alwz slack in.
Wellssss, I missssssss lots lots of things.
OH YES. Rinahhh's back. Shitx I miss her like hell siolz.
Ponning sch and currently in Orchaaaard. =.=
And& cramps are such a torture.
Kay chao bbye.

Hohoho

2009-01-25T23:25:00.000-08:00

Ohhh hellohs.
So Friday was fun~~
And then came the weekends. =)
Saturdaay went to Pasir Ris Park.
Did Eng Project.
Abang Arman was funny siolz though he's the quiet2 person.

Yepz, then we cycled shitx hahaha.
I find running better. xD
Izzul was making me laugh.
Yeah, bbq was okay. Food finish damn fast liao.
Hahaha, and& nevermind, it was a funny dayy. Lols.

Sunday was -.-
Dead! Yeah was so dead. Did nothing the whole day except doing school work.
Slacked at gprnts' home.
Watched xmen.
And stone. I miss writing srsly. Kay tt was random.

Oh yes, my washing machine broke down kay exploded srsly.
Got smoke and all.
Yeps, Fi said the machine wanted hols.
I'm like. LOLs. This is not hols for the machine siolz.
It died, I mean, goal alr, hols is just a temporary breakdwn.
Hahaha, fancy her telling me to be patient oh in her words, 'bersabar'.
LOL but that made my day srsly, I mean I burst out into laughter.
HAHAHHA, Fi fi..

Oh I give up on my phyz agmnt, online, officially.
I've got no bloody idea how to do it.
RAAAAR. And I'm currently alone at home.
And Fi's watching the eclispe so she left me alone online.

I'm missing my boy bloody bloody much.
Ilyimysm.

Life's such a drama

2009-01-23T05:37:00.000-08:00

Oh today was CNY celebration.
Started the day well. Went to Admiralty, hoping to chase Fi and see her board her bus in the morning. =)))
But unfortunately, she left when I got there.
=(((

So, I just went straight school.
And meet ChioBU!! Yeaps, help her do the stuff.
Say, she felt intimidated cause her junior was so hot.
=.=!! But thanks ALOT. Hahahhaha, that made my day.
Ohhh, she alwys say I'm hot but the truth is, she's hotterrrrr.
xD

Kay then CNY celebs was basically cartoon.
I was laughing shitx with Christine at our seat lols.
I miss Ethel tooooooo.
Aisyah screwed her part, but I told her there's no point crying.
And she blew me a kiss ! Awww.

And my boy fetched me. =)))
Thanks sayang cheered me up.
It's 23 Jan! Lalalaz~! 15 mths ago was when two strangers knw each existed.
And now, lallalalallala over the rainbow. xD
Ilyimyvm! Raaaaaaaar, I missing you shitx now even when you're txting me this very sec.
Next Friday is just a torture to waitttt.

Kayyyyyys. I might be going out with Fi, if her mum allows lol.
Cause my mum said yes.
=DDDD After I completed my hmw tt is.
Cant waaaaait for tmr too.
Abang Arman!! YAY!

Christine's soooo right. Life's such a drama.

Tired siolz

2009-01-21T06:02:00.000-08:00

Yawwwwwwws.
I'm hungreeehh.

PT was joke.
Only Wee Wee and me were there.
So we ran awhs around Clementi.
Kay not really lahs.
Then did the stairs and crunchesssss raaaaar.
xD Then home yaws.

Oh yesssssss.
Jia Ying paid my not-ready work with Wii!
Hahahahahhaa, fun awhs.
Now muscle ache shitx.
Tennis Wii was fun!
Did tt while waiting for PT.

Mathsssss so cheeeeeeeeeem.
Someone plz plz teach me make me practice shitx.

Chemistry is another heartache liaos.
I'm srsly tired. Super hard to find stuff for the project.
Raar I used to be pro at search engines but now I suck.

Gahhh. I'm super tired really bye.
No colours. Chao.

Chocolates ?

2009-01-19T05:06:00.001-08:00

HEY HOOO.
Well, today is basicaaaaaally sexxxxxxy.
HAHHAHAHHA.
Kay Yujiaaaaa.. Hahahahhaha.
Nvms.

I scored a freaking goal damnit against Whitleeeeeeeeey.
HAHHAHAH first goal and I played only in the second half.
I was motivating myself shitx.
Doing it for people I love.. CHEWAAAAAAAHHahahahha.
Basically, I need to prove to my dad tt I can kick as a striker.
And yeah, I felt like screaming SEX to Yu Jiaaaa in the middle of the field.

Cool de awhs. Soh said I improved lols!
Causa I can run shitx now even with two defenders chasing me side to side.
The baaaaaall is still mine damnit.
That's why saya suka main bola.

Phyz was bullshitx. It's like being in a trigo class really only.
Gahh basically the day was okay.
Running around really helps to keep oneself happy.

Raaaaaaaaar. Chem's killing me.
And my difficulties breathing. =.=
Sucks lah. Every single thing.

I'm sorry

2009-01-17T22:56:00.000-08:00

This is for my sweetheart.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry I aint being myself lately
Sucks really, have been trying to laugh right
Trying to pull through this start of the year
The first month of the year

I dont know what it's inside my head
But sure, there's always you
And that's why I never mind staying awake even though you asked me to sleep and rest
Cause basically the main reason is you
As I anticipate your presence, I want to be there never missing a moment

And whenever you tried flirting me, or so we call that
I would always avoid
I'm sorry, I'm terribly sorry for that
I'm just so busy and I've got nothing to perk me up for that
But that dosent mean I dont love you

And with the character I have, the one you hate
I've got no choice, I have to be who I am
Wherever I am, I cant change that easily
And I never want you to change, just improve

And this character of mine, I dont know
I never show how I love how I care
Even my mum says so
Cause she knows me and ask me straight to the face
That's why you feel that way
The fact I never show how I love you makes you feel insecure

Say, whatever you want, I wont blame you
Cause I cant hate you, that's one thing I realise after so long being friends and with you
I have seen so many sides of you, and I can accept those
That's why I'm still here, typing all these

I'm sorry sweetheart, for being such a bad bad girlfriend

dsakhreajbsadrf

2009-01-17T22:28:00.000-08:00

Ah basket lahs.
I'm really stressed right now.
I just dknow what the freakin thing to do.
So yeah gahhhh.
Kay asss laaaaaahs.
I need a break. I dont know how I tahan suffocating without a life.
Katt come back siolz really aint fair you're out there playing.
School's alr chiong. Gahhh. Stupid stupid pms.

HAHAHAHA

2009-01-15T21:41:00.000-08:00

OHHHELLO.
Now talking to Fi pat MSN.
LOLs. Boring day except for cca and after thaaaaat.
Lalalala.

My maths is so so so screwed.

Kay nvm thats random.
Cant wait for weekends ar seh need sleep.
Grrrrrrr.

And I miss Katrina lah siolz.

HAHhAhAHAHh.
This post is freakin random.
Soccer later so yeah.
Gahhhhh.

I need to crap crap lots tooo.
I feel so lame tday. But I don't have Aisyah right now to listen to me.
HAHAHhAHA. Lols she's in class damnit.

Kay bbye cbye. GRRRRRR.
Kay shutup yan.

Rainbow is back ?

2009-01-14T04:47:00.000-08:00

OMG this is so cool.
I fixed the bloody thing now most of you can see already yay!!!
YAYYY MEEEE. And my rainbow addiction.
Kay let's not talk about rainbows.
Cause it pisses me off.

Kay nvm, I shall say here.

I'M SO PISSED I CANT WEAR MY RAINBOW SHOES. >;(
Hmphh. Really.
I've been wearing black canvas red canvas and people loves it.
And now I wore rainbow which is black based oh plz.
Red is even more striking lah kayssss.

My thighs and my butt hurtttts shitxxxxxx.
Cause of the freakin training I had on Mondayyy.
RAWRAWR but it was fun de owhs.
Together foreverrrrrrrrrrr hahahhahaha.
Yeah -winkwink- lols!!!
Thanks yj for pissing me off but it was so sweet that you wnted stick wit me,
TOGETHER FOREVERRRRRRR.

Today wasnt tt bad.
I wassssssss super super slow.
Yeah and super super lame.
Ask anyone lah seh. But nvm, they'll end up saying I'm a busap anws.

Phyz was retarded.
Yeah was playing darts ar. I'm bloody pathetic.
My class girls (esp Semi and Chris) (so you know Katt) were like...
''Imagine Katrinaaaaa...
"Ponning schoooool..
''Still enjoying holidays...
And bulls-eye. That's the only bulls-eye.
Then I lagged the whole thingy again.
HAHAHAH. Butttt, I was like, damnshit I love you Katt why you do this!!
I told Nick and he was like.. HAHAHHAH you so mean!

Malay was another perfect story.
Went class ten people waiting there.
Wardah was like trying to call the teacher.
The 4 of us ( me nick aisyah zik ) were like trying to stop any contact.
HAHAHAHHA. Cause of smth in the past tt we enjoyed very much.
CRANKDATTT and Kungfuuu lessons by Master Nick.
And yeah, Cikgu didnt come.
And I ended up talking crap non stop.
Ohhhh yes and Zik's funny noises again.

Then Chemistry was just pissing me off.
Thanks.

Then went Queeeeeeensway with Aisyah !
Hahahahha, I knw now yay!
Kay then went wdlds met Fi.
HAHAHHAHAH OMY wts happen to her hair lols.

Kay then went home. I feel slow. Lagging shitx.
Kay bye better continue research.

Gidddddddddddeh

2009-01-10T21:35:00.000-08:00

HAAAAAAAALO.
Stupid html lur gah have to fix it bloody hell.
I dont get it siaaaaaaa.
Rawr. Some people can see, I cant!! =.=.=.=.=.=

1,2,3,4 I love youuuuuu is freaking nice.
Kay yeah I'm so gay nvm.

Tmr will be home at arnd 8 power.
Grrr. I'm so giddy now. Omy omy.
Now transfering songs to some unknown device.
Muahahahhaha. Kay retard.

Wts is this post ar lols.

OOKAAAAAAAAAAAY. Hello peeps.
Friday was okay. In fact it was great.
So happy hyper. That summarizes Friday.
I never smiled like that before.

Saturday was stone. Hyper then stone.
POWEEEEEER DOK. Kay mepek diam.

Sunday havent even passed yet.
All I know is that I'm giddy.

Okay okay bye bye.

Saya suka main bola

2009-01-07T19:42:00.000-08:00

Just a summary ar kay.

Tues.
came to school.
last day orientation.
played okay.
got wet.
became horny.
became ~~shrek~~ princess fiona plz.
slept in audi.
magic word was princess fiona to wake me up.
205 gathering and first photo of the year.
made ppl laugh during class skit.
''saya suka main bola''
''hari hari saya main bola''
''saya main di sekolah, rumah, di kolong blok dan di dalam jamban''
basically happy throughout day and night.

Wed.
walao cried.
came to school.
first day lesson.
my phyz sucked and still sucks.
malay was sitting outside dentist waiting for ppl.
listening to zik's funny guitar noises lol steppin' synster.
chem was yawning all the way.
met liyana
- thanked me for tutoring cause according to her made a huge impact cause she's now the only one in class getting B for maths (which i dont think she meant it cause we kept playing songs when im supposed to teach and she's suppoesd to listen) and told me she regret not studying well and hates being in normal tech and gna work hard for poly and she hates her school cause of all the bla bla kids. lol. i missed those times kay yeah but i dont miss tt time when radin kicked my ass awfully painful.
slacked.
didnt stay out late cause dont want my mum alone at home with sis.
duh.
slacked and gamed and slept.

Thurs today.
came to school.
maths pop quiz.
malay freeeeeeeeeee.
played with nick and zik for malay.
cause tcher is on mc for 2days and idk where the girls are.
eng was funny. lol hilarious.
and now im blogging.
just waiting for the day to pass.
so can break fast and do my hmw and bah
what else slack sleep and dream.

Fri tomorrow.
- same routine.
- soccer cca fair.
BTW: Katt, email to Ms Loh about your transfer by next Wednesday.
- going home late.

Oh i wana go bowling.

bye and i love you

2009-01-05T04:21:00.000-08:00

oh hi tday's a bad day. thanks nick i know you dwant to see me suffer and thanks for being there. thanks aisyah for being there always man. idk wht to say im just so gahh. it's crazy when things turn the way you dwant it to be. but you've got to be strong for others though it's your feelings that ends up suffering the hell. i'm just ahh idk wht else to say im so blank. nick's txting trying to bring me up thanks bloody hell. poh's cheering me up, without me realising on msn. i'm so gah. this is crazy. aisyah's giving me until tmr to be myself back. yeah right. i cant even think straight. bye and i love you.

First day first thing

2009-01-04T01:54:00.000-08:00

First thing on first day was Aisyah.
Yeah. Haha. Funny I was earlierrrrr than that little miss early.
Then walked to school and crapped and lalala. Officially the third year woots.
Four more yearss. WOOTS. Bring it on. Chey cham paham.

Then went to find Nick at the canteeeeen eating. Stole his bananana cake.
Yum yum. Haha. Hot in long hair huh. Yeah.

Then the rest of the day was not bad.
301 wasnt tht bad de. 'L'-lunch losers. HAHHAHA.
Laughing like shit. Kay kinda.
Lunch was damn nice. Yeap.
Sat with Enormous Emman and Nick.
Cool ar made me laughed like shit till I cry.
And& Emman was like, HAHAHHA

Emman-(Billiee) : Dont cry crying girl I'm here Billy is hereeee.
Yanni : HAHAHHA WTH WTH
Emman-(Billiee) : I cant rmb my chinese name oh no so I can only rmb my English name which is Billy. How do I spell itt ha. Uhmm Uhhh.
Yanni : LOLOLOLOL So meannn.
Nick- (-cluck-Yannae!) : -cluck- Yannae! My name is -cluck- Yannae! And how do I spell it, O uhh RR ohh Y EE.
Yanni : I'm crying. HAHHAHAH.

And the rest of the day wasnt that bad.
Still misses 205 cause hahah, Idk, 205's different.
We're spontaneous people.
Wacko was wacky. Wth so meann bully TZY huh.
Hahahha, but it was really fun. Billy dsnt recognise me.
That was joke.

Then just when I thought my plan fail and there wont be any smile on my face,
I told my dad, I dont need to be fetched if you're gna finish that checkup in half an hour's time.
Rawr. Boy, I can imagine waiting for him imagining him catwalking to the car and driving off slowly with phone in his hand. So yeah, happy like shit de owhsss. ^^

Home was fine. Hahahhahahahahahah.

Saturday sucks and so dead at Wcp.
Rawr. And I slept with my Doraeeeeeeee!
Sunday today just sucks too. So yeah.
Tmr's school peeps. Cant wait to laugh shitx.

OHHHHHHHH IM THE YOUNGEST IN CLASS AGAIN.

Incomplete

2008-12-30T21:14:00.000-08:00

Aisyah was so meaaaaaaaaaaaaan.
She called me last night.
And she said, I got Nick in my class.
And she said, I can walk to malay class with Nick.
That was so meaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.
HAHAHHAHAH. Yeah, obviously I'm jealous.
LOLOLOLOL.

Rawr. If I told Nick I'm jealous, he's gona say dont need to be jealous de owh.
WTWF. Yeah. He always say tt.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRR. Nvm. He's gna be happy cause .. HAHAHHA.
-winkwink-

Kay shutup. Internal joke. LALALALA.

Ohh, I feel so incompleteeeeeee.

Going watch movie later. Bibik bringing meeeeeeee.
YAYYYY. Yishun. She's paying IDC.

Missssssssssssssssssssssing youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
You know who youuuuu areeeeeeee.
I'm so so so sorrry. :E

It sounds so sweet

2008-12-28T23:57:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 14 BIRTHDAY TO ME.

Yeah, this post is kinda late. I'm fourteen. Yeah.
And I dont know how long I would live. YESAA. May all my wishes come true.
I dont want to talk about my bday. Rawr. But it was okay.

25 of December yeah Christmas. Just sucks. Went to hospital and cried.
Yeah the whole day was just emo and cry. Yeah, I knew I lost Huiyin when I saw her in ICU.
It was a completely different person. I knew there was no hope though I tried to convince myself, to believe in miracles. But when my mum told me, she'll suffer if she woke up cause there's alr two operation done with her and her left brain is alr affected badly. So yeah, I knew my mum knew there was really no hope.

Camwhoring right after waking up is kinda cool. Went to Malacca on the 26. Feeling shittish.
Really, duhh. It was like a struggle within myself. The fact that I have to accept the fact I lost a friend. And I was missing someone like shitts. It was super painful. I've got no idea how I'm still alive. Really. I felt so restless empty and bla.

I really lost Huiyin on the 27. Yeap, I had to let her go. I never want to see her suffer.
And on the 27, I came home. Really good to txt.

Oh went to my gparents' house (my dad's) for some function yesterday.
Damn super super funny.
I was laughing like hell.

And I was laughing like hell this morning too.
OHHHHHHHH. So happy. Damn happy. Broke my record.

Yeah, my dad went to Malacca again today for work. Yeah lol.
He's coming back today also. =.= Joke siaa.
I think it's really a waste of petrol. Not like his company gna pay him or what.

Cant wait for this Friday. Apparently, I'm in 301.
With Shahid Christine Ethel Emman. Where's Nickkkk?
Rawr. Haiz haiz. Aisyah got KATT and CHERYL.
Tht's wth. Yeah.

Kay bye. I got probs with my stomach ar. Wth wth.

I'm a messy girl

2008-12-22T02:22:00.000-08:00

Oh. This sucks. I'm at home alone. Rawr.
Kay not that sucks. I mean I'm the sucky one.
I think I lost my phone. Ha. As in my Ericsson phone.
Shitttt. All my photos. About 2390585232432528752 photos. I got no idea where are they.
RAWRRRRRRRR. And all the memories. That sucks.
Thanks Yan for being such a messy girl.

And LOLLL. Fi thinks Yan is some hot guy. Rawr.
Kay I got no idea why but LOLOLOLOL. Sheesh.
He's bloody caring. Somewhat gave away his number to me.
Which was a shock. Ha. Ha. Ha.
Fi fi. LOLOLOLOL. Where is sheeeeee. I need a good laugh.
And where's Nick ar lol. I really need a good laugh de owh.

Uhmmm. I hate staying at home rawr.
But I feel guilty if I leave my house. Ha. Dont ask why.
It's like tt all the time.

LALALA. Tmr going swimming. Maybe at Jurong.
Cause Wild Wild Wet is ex and my dad's pay just got cut by 800$ can you believe that.
800$ short every month starting Jan.
And we're quite struggling with the pay already now.
Shittt. Yeah, shitt. I havent been working out I know.
Nvm. HECK. I still look good. HAHAHA.

It's a pity I cant have Gen on my birthday.
But yeah, I have the original rangerssssssss.
I wonder. I wonder. Shld I wear reddd. xD
Yeah, I'm surfing for showtimes. Ohhh, Aisyah told me to go find.
Yeahahhahaha. And we shall have icecreams on my bday. =.=
It's her idea. I wanted a decent cake.
And apparently, she's letting me win whatever convos we have.
FISHHH. Aisyah you're such a cheater. AHHAAH.

OKAAAAAAAAAY. I'm tired. It's almost seven.
I'm supposed to bathe by now. Rawr. No one's at home.
Though I dont really feel alone cause I'm quite used to it. Hehe.

By the waaaaaaaaay, get well soon people. I know quite a number are sick. :S
Think of happy thoughts and it will draw a smile to your face.
And that smile is the curve that will set everything straight. :)
Tcare peeps.

I'm dead and suddenly alive.

2008-12-20T22:47:00.000-08:00

~~I'M DEAD.~~

~~MY FUNERAL TOOK PLACE HOURS AGO.~~

Suddenly some prince charming kissed and woke me up. Kay busap. Continue blogging.

First, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMAN. I dont have his photo. No, I do. Only in my old phone. Rawr. Lazy to do it so forget it. Nyahahhahaha. Next. Before I forget, HAPPY BDAY TO CHERYLLJY.

Cause again, I'm so lazy to take the photo. Next time. HAHAHAHHA.

HAPPY BDAYY TO BOTH OF YOUUUUUUUUUU.

My prepaid's low so heck.

And I saw a beautiful wedding yesterday. DAMNIT. Rawr. It's so grand. I envied the girl who sang. She sound like Rihanna bloody hell. I'm no kidding man. She sang Umbrella Acoustic.

Now, no one's at home. Except for me and sis. She step step go watch football. I dont get her. I play but dont watch. Kay, I take back. I dont get myself actually.

I'm hungry. Rawr.

And my msn contacts are screwed. Only six people. I lost the rest. HAHAHHA.

Lucky six huh. Fi, Khai, Katt, Fir, Shahid and Poh.

Tt sucks man.

Anw, before I forget.

Mon -- home.

Tues -- swimming.

Wed -- outing.

Thurs -- my mum booked the family last min.

Fri -- MIA

Sat -- MIA

Sun -- some function.

Aw. When the hell are we getting our class? RAWR. oooo. Maybe they're setting us up. No emails now, and suddenly poof! we continue to be in our class. Clapsclaps. Nice story. That's never gna happen. Grr.

I babble alot alr. CHAOOOOOOS.

No I end with this list. Random order.

I miss Afifah

I miss Aisyah

I miss Khairul

I miss Katt

I miss Cherylljy

I miss Nar

I miss Joelle

I miss Cheryllit

I miss Firdauz

I miss Christine

I miss Gen

I miss Yu Jia

I miss Hilda

I miss NICK

I miss Poh

I miss Emman

I miss Charlene

I miss Angela

I miss Rafhanah

I miss Shari

I miss Edwin

I miss Yan

I miss Cik Asrul

I miss Bibik Yaya

I miss my kampung

I miss Chin Wee

I miss Asmidah

I miss Eliza

I miss Shahid

I miss Zikri

I miss dance

I miss you sayang.

Sorry if you're not in the list. Unless, you know I hate you, I miss you.

Thanks For the Memories

2008-12-16T23:48:00.000-08:00

OH hello. I'm happy la siolz. Haha! x)

Friendster and new email is heartpain have to restart bloody everything.

RAWR. I hate when Msn suck. Hah.

Thanks AISSSSSSSYAH. Or rather that makcik who called me kerepot. =.=

I'm bloody young, she's the makcik. Ashsy LOL.

Went out and of course I'm always late.

Yeah I cant stand waiting for people but I want people to wait for me.

HEHEHE. I know she hates tt habit of mine.

Went to uhm, Marinaaaaaaa Square got her McFlurry and we set out to get blisters on our feet.

HAHA. Rmber we tried jumpshots outside Marinaaaaaaaa Square and we ended up laughing like shit cause we not synchronised and her camera timer made us confused. I was laughing like hell.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Then we went around taking more pictures and I talked like shit till I got thirsty and kept blaming her she made me have blisters of course! and we saw this bull and we became shit and we saw this fountain with no water and the N in the Fullerton didnt have a leg and we pitied a girl who has a boyf who might not be able to swim if she fell into the water and we posed and walk and smile and laugh and then we got tired we took the train to Vivo. So much for Twilight, timing wasnt tt good. So we went to play with water up there and people were staring siaaa. Oh and we thought we saw Iy An. LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL. Kay then we had late lunch then she want to go home and so we went.

And I wenttt Clementttiiiiiiii. Damn I forgot whatever shitx that happened I was so happy again.

Then went CWP ohmyshit I'm so pampered I realised.

THANKS SO MUCH FOR A FAMILY I HAVE.

I cant be more grateful really. My sister bought me a book. Yeah freaking nice.

Wanted PS I love you but this book same author so I just took it.

Thanks For the Memories, I started reading damn good.

And my dad bought me a Fossil watch that cost him about 150$ fr my bday.

COOL OR WHAT. He rarely buy stuff for us, except for the weekly trip to market.

Went to my gparents' cause I miss them so much and the night before I got the urge to see Izzul and kiss his chubby cheeks hehehe. Lol then yeah, of course laugh like shit! HAHAHHAH.

Then went home spent the time reading, I'm in No Mood For Love, hahahhaha.

Damn hot sweeet man. I was smiling all the waaaay.

Ahhhhhhh, yesterday night was simply so nice, so crazy.

Havent burnt really so much for someone or anyone.

Lalala, didnt sleep till about 4.

WTH. Really, and my eyes were wide awake at tt time too.

Hahahahahaha. And I kept telling myself I was tireeed.

But gahhhh, cant help it. I dont really know what you call it.

Hmmmm, well well. Just now, my mum told me a story.

Found it interesting really. I rmbed when my mum was pregnant with my bro, something happened ar. Like ''intruders'' tried to destroy our ways and all. And they started sending things damnit it's alwz like tt for all of my siblings and including me. Something alwz happens when my mum was pregnant with us. But in the case of my bro, she said it was some intruders who had a different perspective of religion and thus, she tried fighting back. She rmbed praying, if whatever she was fighting for was for truth, she wants it to be passed down to her generation which means us and especially my bro in the pregnancy. So when my bro was born, he was born with this stroke on his forehead. She told me "Alif''. I asked, what it exactly stands for. She told me, Alif means the Only One ( yang Maha Esa) and yeah. That's why my bro's kinda gifted. Cool huh. I love my family.

Rawr, school's nearing and my bday too. In one week I'm turning 14.

FOURTEEEEEEEEEEEN. Great. Twilight Edward's kinda hot what, I dont get why you people dont find him hot. =.= Nvm. Rock on. Chao.

Stressed is desserts spelled backwards

2008-12-14T05:21:00.000-08:00

That was yesterday. I got my rainbow shoes.
And it's a big big joke with Miko-song and all.
HAHAHHAHA. My mum ar lol. And the centre is just random picture.

That was Friday went out to library/CWP.

Lol borrowed books and yeah, Sweet love damn sweet I mean it's damn good ar.

''Stressed is desserts spelled backwards''

Think about it, it makes much much sense if only everyone takes it tt way, the world would be a much better place. And the centre is Izzul with his muncung face. HAHHAHAH. And tt's me and sis at the end.

And today was. Bad. I hate mood swings and menses and stomach cramps.

Yeah, if you know me long and real close, I get mad at everyone in my way with no specific reason. Basically, I just explode at every single thing. Thankssssss uu fr making me calm down a lil. =)

Bah, tmr not going out. Maybe Tues. Gahhh, I'm stressed.

Kay, yan, rmb desserts.

Rock on. \m/

Miss Independent

2008-12-11T03:54:00.000-08:00

Oh heeeeeelllo. Today was fun.
=))))) Haha, you know I know. :E

And yeah gtg. My mum's pissed.
My bibik is hereeeeeeeeee.
Yay.

Help pray soccer trainings wont be cancelled thx.
And to Gen, somehow I miss lemon barley with you.
No, I miss lemon barley more than you actly. =P

And gah, I've been super super patient with my bro.
Pissed me shitx embarrassed me also.
But whoaa, I didnt even lay a hand. Impressive.
Even my sis was like, WTS is wrong with you.
My bro's really annoying, really.

Kay Bye Bye I brambus damn nice ar kay.

Rawr, addicted to Miss Independent by Ne-Yo. xD

\m/

2008-12-08T23:03:00.000-08:00

Yay I'm alive again ?

Oh yeah. Feeling shittt cause msn cant work anymore.
Heck man. I can survive. And obviously I'm lying.

SATURRRRRRRRRRday.

I felt like a kid on sat really. Had lots of fun.
Though I was feeling damn plastic.
But again, heck. I played with toys and forever will.
Someone, date me and bring me Toysareeeeeeus.
Really, I want go big big one and it's confirmed, you're gna see me smile and laugh so hard.

Haha, I rmbed we were at Adam Road and waiting fr some parking.
Suddenly I realised, damn, I dnt know what the shit I wna eat.
And I dnt feel like eating.
I guess, like never before, I just blurted out.
''I wna eat Roti Prata.''
I really go no appettite. And I dnt want to eat at Adam Road.
Idk, if I dont like something, there's really no point forcing me to.
Cause, I'm not gna regret, whoever who forced me will suffer, it's bloody true.
And I managed to get the family to Jalan Kayu.
HAHAHHA. Evil plan. Waste petrol siaaaaaa.

SUNNNNNNNNNNNNday.

Raya eve de owh. Stoned the whole day ar at home.
After prayers, haha, damn long havent pray as a family ar really.
I miss those times, I rmbed I cried because I didnt get to pray with my dad and sis.
Because my nose was bleeding. That was so long ago.
Haha, lucky my mum was there comfort me.

Oh yeah, after prayers, went to my gparents' house.
=))) Haha, I finally met Bibik Yaya.
I knew something was wrong with her ar she was drawing at tht point of time.
Her eyes tell a story. Chey like real ahem!
Haha, Bibik Nana told me ar tt she (Bibik Yaya) cant give me advice anymore.
Cause her life is kinda screwed. So yeah. I know the story actly.
The rest of the family dnt ar so it's like gahh, they are all pissed at her.
They dont even know the freaking story kay.

Ahhh, I miss Cik Asrul like shit I just wish he really become my uncle.
I'm not siding anyone but really, Cik Asrul knows tt she gah bla bla.
She like somebody whom she's not supposed to cause it's ruining someone else life.
And Cik Asrul knows and he's freaking patient to put up with her and he wont give up on her.
And guess wht, even when another girl wants to get to know him, he ask fr her permission.
Damnit. My aunt really blind but gahh, you cant force a feeling.
I feel like screaming to her, solat istihara arrr wts you two got the time and gahh.
Gahh, why am I shitty over someone else love story??
My own life I'm confused.

Kay shutup, after tht went home and watched 9September and slept.

MONNNNNNNNNNNNNday.

Woke up damn early actly and tossed around the bed.
My eyes closed but I cant sleep. I was still alive ar can hear evrth around me.
-When you sleep, you cant hear a bloody thing-
Until my dad walked into my room woke me up.
About 0615. Then bathed bla bla.
Then went out. Went Ahmad Ibrahim Mosque.
Somehow, I feel tt I went there before.
Ahhh, saw familiar faces but heck ar lol.
Blackout about 3 times.

I shall reflect about Monday later.

My mum damn joke ar.
Mum; I feel like eating blackforest cake.
Me; HUH. You dont like what. Are you serious.
Mum; Yeah, let's go Prima Deli.
And we did and we got blackforest cake. Wth, really.
I know she hates tt blueberry in the centre.

Anw, gah I think I know how she feels when und pressure or smthg.
Tht chest pain really wth. Cause I kinda have it almost every night.

TUESSSSSSSSSSSday.

Well went to soccer training. Of course it's a must.
I ate a lot time to burn it all!
Haha, lame. Kay, WTH 205.
They all never invite me go watchhhh movie I'm so hurt.
Haha, anw heck ar kinda grounded so Idc tt much.
I dnt know how to survive without 205 next yearrrrrr.
I rmb saying I come to school because of people and nthg else.
Now, I dnt know why I'm going to school. HAHAHA.
It's good to seeee Cheryl and Emmama and Sharmainee and Yu Jiaaaaa and Zik LOL.
Zik still owes me 6 blogposts ? I knew he cant do it even fr my bday. =(

Well well, after training was funnnn.
xD sweeeeeeet talk and laughter and bully.
Haha, if tt were to happen everyday damn I will so freaking happy.
And you will see me smile so hard till my cheeks burn.
And you will see me laugh so loud till you get deaf.
And you will see my eyes so bright till you get blind.
And you will see me happy so colourful till you get high.

Haha, guess you guys found this. Hari Raya Haji taught me something. As I listened to the takbir, I cried. As I listened to the imam praying, damn I thought it was beautiful. As I listened to what the imam has to say, damn I learnt something. Sacrifices. I lived fr almost 14 years now. And Idk what's sacrifice and I never learnt to appreciate them. My mum always say, there's four aspects I need to work on, perjalanan (journey), zahir (physically), hati(mentally) and antara dua alam(between both worlds/life). Well I never knew what she meant. Doing deeds in this four factors, yeah. But how, she say some people dnt have all four. So it's up to me now. And I realise, all this change need sacrifices. Perjalanan means what choices you make in life what you hold on to and face everyday. Zahir means whatever that is wajib tt I need to do which is like solat and blaaaa, that needs our physical stuff and such. Hati means whether you're sincere in whatever you do. Antara dua alam kinda means life and afterlife. Gahh, sacrifices aint easy. I wonder, how my dad did it, how my mum did it. How am I gna make it through and find that little speck of something. I guess it's true, it's iman they're talking about. Once you have iman, you shall stay young and live your life meaningfully.

kay chiao bye. tcare. \m/

Sing my song

2008-12-04T05:28:00.000-08:00

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands!

*clapclap*

If you're happy and you know it, stamp your feet!

*stampstamp*

If you're happy and you know it, shake your butt!

*shakeshake*

If you're happy and you know it, say Busap!

BUSAAAAAAP.

You know what, I'm tired really. I want to start afresh.
But gahh, I think my comp kena bah Idk.
Thanks Aisyah. She say I'm a happy and colourful and loyal and can cheer up close friends very well. Ahh, how can I ever thank her. She helped me reduce my vulgarities once. Now, I need her to change myselfffff.

And, I miss him. Really. It's so tempting to txt. But gahh.
And I hate how much I love you, boy.
I cant stand how much I need you.
I really dont know. Why am I only 13.

GAAAAAAAAH. Something's wrong with my lappie and I knew it.

idontknowwhattheshitiswrong

2008-12-03T04:56:00.000-08:00

kay this post aint worth your time. dont bother reading. i just dont know what to say. my blog is my diary now. since i write my feelings better than expressing out verbally. so really. if you dont have time for this, dont waste arh kay. firstly. on tt fateful tuesday. my instincts wasnt right. i was scared the whole day. gah. but fr tt short period of time, i was happy. though fear is just grabbing me. consuming me. i knew, smthing was coming. yeah and it did. i opened the bloody letterbox and i saw my bill. gahh. i knew disaster. kay i was scared but i ended up opening it. damnit. it's almost 200+. gahh. idk wht to do tt time. wanted to just run away heck my parents come find me or wht. just so disappointed in myself kay. and yeah if i ran away, damn so coward ar. so i just went home. they saw my bloody bill. gahh. yeah serious spelling. damn why so hard for me to just discipline myself. im so screwed can. then i knew. why the shit i nv think of how pressured my mum is. bcz im not her yeah i knw but gahh. idknw. im so bloody disappointed in myself. i didnt want to look into the mirror. didnt want to smile. i wanted to run run run yeah stupid coward right. i just prayed, i wanted to be the best of me really but gahh how. it's gah. i'm just stuck kay. i'm like some troubled kid dknw wht her feelings are wht her responsibilities. tell me, idk wht i feel. i'm stuck dnt knw where to go. dknw just dknw. yeah stupid me dknw anything. gahh, idk whether i am strong enough. and i miss you so much. so much idk wht else to do. i'm trapped in my own feelings. gahh. why am i so soft. i'm just scared. now i knw, i invited troube and i'm scared to face them. but i knw. some way some how i'll get over it. ahh. i wna change, so long time ago. i just dknw how. gah. wts am i talking. idk a bldy thing. btw, im using pp8. only chin wee knws the number. sorry guys. gah and now my hotmail account hacked. this sucks shit kay. my bestfs online i lost their contacts. ah damnit i just dknw. scared disappointed. wht else la sey. i never want to lose it. but gah. im eating myself up.

Mungkinkah, bila ku bertanya, Maybe, when I ask
pada bintang-bintang, to the stars above
Sarankan, aku yang berjalan, Say, I'm walking,
dalam kehampaan, in disappointment
Terdiam, terpanah, terbata, Silenced, arrowed, stoned
Semua dalam keraguan. everything in doubts

-Mimpi yang Sempurna, Peterpan

And idontknowwhattheshitiswrong.

Nick Happy Bday

2008-12-01T01:56:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA. Heck I look super uglyyyyyyyyy.
I was actually super sad at tht time and I was supposed to smile fr this pic.
=.= HAHHAHAH. Kay, before I forgettttttttt, I shall post this arh.
Tmr is hissssssss bdaaaaaaaaay. And sry he looks really ugly in here.
WAHAHHAHA. He's ohhhhhhotter actly but tt stupid haircut in here yeah.

"Awrrr"
"Perasan!"
"Bulan dan bintang bergantung di langit."
"Yannu..."
"YANNI I HATE YOU FOR DROPPING MY BLOODY FOOD"
"I love you dude"
"Hugs and kisses"
"I wish I could hug you right now for bringing up my faith"
"Fantasssssy flingsssss"
"Oh I knw you're jealous. You don't need too."
"Our secret"
"Shhhh"
''Peace. ^.^v"
"I'm not your best guyfriend? T.T"
"To tell you the truth, I cant flirt"
"I'm your friend, wont leave you"
"Cool siaaaaaaaaaaaaa" XD
"Asking a comb from me is like asking a pad from Zhi Yang."
"I think skinnies are gay"
"Haram owhh!"

Oh and damn lots memories though only nearly a year knwing this boy.
Hahaha and stupid jokes. Still rmb the first malay lesson this year.
Omy omy super super funny. Oh and yes when we chionged project.
OHHH AWESOME MAN. And phone calls and funny txts.
HAHHA. Lepak lepak is all he knw.
And damn he's older than mee nowwwww.

HAPPY SWEEEEEET SIXTEEEEEEEEEN NICK.

Such a user. HAHAHAHHAHA. XP
Wish him a great life and take care of Debbie and spend more money and improve your malay and go get your own kamus dont ask for mine and be a good boy and dont emo emo in class you knw you're funny and stay cute and hot and sweet and funny and quiet and you're the first guy who went out with me so you're pro and may you get whatever you wish for what fantasy flings and straight As fot Maths next year and be in the same class with meeeeeeee and 205ianssssss and stay decent. HAHHAHAH.

Heck Rainbow

2008-11-29T23:26:00.000-08:00

I didnt go Sentosa. Damn sad ar.
Wts I really wna meet Bibik Yaya arh.
And no gprnts really so gahh silent.
No kecoh kecoh arh.

So I end up going Johore ytd.
Kay ah shoopping and making stupid jokes with my parents.
Yeah.

"Oh, korang tk tau, malam nnti kan ibu jadi kucing cakar ayah" - Dad.
"Kerbau CITY" - Bro.
"Belia kebende ah dah tuek2" - Sis.

And me and my mum go crazy over lingeries. =.=
Like mum like daughter arh lol. HAHAHAHHA.
Yeah so many Mats smiled I dnt get why.
Mat kentals arrr.

Almost got myself Rainbow Sneaks.
Yeah, I go crazy over rainbow. Just waittt man.
Everything would be rainbow.

Kay whatever. I'm so high. HAHAHA.
Uu ? LOLOLOLOL. Yeah missing someone many many much.
Anyways, NICK'S BDAY ON TUES. Yay. Kay post abt tt ltr.
Now my mum say go eat kay lur fine.
Maggi dah kembang ah siolx HAHHAHA.

Rinahhhhh. I miss your tagggggggies and txtsssssss and you.

Imy

2008-11-28T03:35:00.000-08:00

Okay yaw. I've been dead since Tuesday.
Greattttttttttttttttt yawwwwwwww.
Haahahahaha. I'm back. Yeah, I knw it's obvious kay shh.
I shall talk.

Today went AMK fr match.
Kay heck ar I did okay. Almst shot oneeee.
GRRRRRRR. But I was too fast and it was too far anw.
So the ball went into goalkeep's hands.
Yeahhh.

But SHEEEEEEESH. I improved kaaay.
Ha. Yeah, my weakness is really tt I've got not enough confidence to solo atw.
ANDDDDDDDDDDDDD if some player near me stinks big time.
No, I'm serious. I cant stand stinky players.

So yeaaah. After tt, went AMK hub sweet talk ar.
Haha. Then seniors all wna find job.
LOL job hunting but yeahh.
Now I knw Huiyin hatessssss admin stuff which is like, to me, the easiest job to do.
HAHAHHA. Maybe Huiyin looks too young for anyone to accept her ar lol.

Anw, funny why I find friendly matches not funny as compared to when I play on the field with Yr2 guys hahahahha. OMYYYY. SO DAMN JOKE.
Laugh laugh atw and not play ar can. xDDD
I miss playing like tt. HAHA. But feel extra smtyms when the guys sexist nv pass the ball.

I dont like influence.

Cause life isn't about just having fun.

dearsayanglovecintaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2008-11-25T01:25:00.000-08:00

DEARSAYANGLOVECINTAAAAAA. <333

Before I start a proper post.

I want to say I miss this girl.

If you see this girl, can you tell her where I am.

HAHHAHA. Neh, call me laaaaaaaaa.

Wts havent hear her voice fr dknw how many days.

Kay maybe abt one week the most cause we call every week.

Haha heck laaaaaaaaa. Yeah I bloody miss her. And plz, I chose a really nice pic kay.

And I havent see her forrrrr. HAHAHAHHA. Abt a week ?

She was waving down at me from her room. 9 storeys high. The last time I saw.

What makes you think I can see herrrrrrrrr.

Kay todaaaaaaaaaaay soccer yay woo.
My stomach feeling better I guess.
Tht's good. I think.
HAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARR SEEYYYYYYYYYY.
I'm kinda high. Yeah, along with balloons and flying birds in the sky.
=DDDDD

I wna draw balloons and birds and aeroplanes and some random meteorite and fireworks.
And rainbow.
And jamban.

And stupid me left my boots in the bookshop.
HAHAHHAHAHA. Thanks to Sharmaine. I owe herrrrrr..
I dnt exactly knw yet. But I dnt think she wants a kiss.

Went Dhobby Ghaut. HAHAHHA. Really joke uh.
Kay I got five bucks yay wee.

SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA this weekend baby.
I'm so lagg really. Havent been Sentosa for very long.
And I dnt think Sentosa got sharks. =P
AND YAY. YAYA and my gparents and my fam.
It's gna be funny shitx wit my gparents.

Friday match ?
HAHAHAHA.
Yeah my mum say hopefully it's on this time.
It's alwz on and off.

I notice I dnt synchro my stories in a post.
That sucks. No wonder my essays sucks. Whole lot.

Yellow is B(L)ack

2008-11-24T00:40:00.000-08:00

Eh Rinahhhh ! HAHAHHAA.
someone has dialled 911 ~~
Nvm , I'm busaping . But at least it made me laugh for a while.
Take care siols.
HAHAHHHAHAH. Kay internal joke shut up.

I hate yesterday.
The mixed feelings all just sucks.
Grr. It's like the whole sky on you.
And you cant see space. -.-
Wts am I talking.

Anw, everyone plzz dont txt me kay.
DONT TXT ME KAYY.
Until I say so. Cause right now, there's alot of things to settle.
So when I'm only back with my deardear phone, which is now without any status, then I'll start txting or anything kay. So if you wna reach me, call my home, meet me, mail me (this is the worst choice though) , msn me or whatever it takes to get a msg to me. Be it swimming through the ocean or just scream.
* This excludes school meeting and soccer trainings and matters concerning with life and death.

And ass, I think I got food poisoning.
Great to add on to my probs. Hah.
Stomachache shitx ah. It's like someone stabbing you right through.
And sometimes, it's so sudden.
And to add on, I vomitted twice last night.
Gerek pe. Then feel so tipsy weak lah deng.
I hate tht feeling.
Lucky it was dark. So I fell asleep. -.-
Wts no connection.

Bah, anw, I dont have any apettite now. And maybe few days to follow.
Just no mood to eat lah kay. Like wna throw up everything.
Now is already 5+ and my last meal was in the morning.
And yeah, ask me if I'm okay, I'll just ans all the same thing.
I'm okaaaaaaaaay duh. So yeah, dont ask stupid qsns.

Tmr soccer training. Yay. So hyped up. -.-

I miss everyone. Ya, I miss school actually.
Sleeping in schooooooool on my chair and hard table under the fan in the stuffy classroom. Ya, I've got a bed and two besties sleeping with me every night and yeah, I'm not satisfied.

And& I dont get what's so wrong buying a dress.